In the middle

23- its a...

(Y/n pov)
*half way through. Only half way through? I feel like I've been pregnant for years but then pregnant for five minutes. I never thought I would like being pregnant so much. I was so scared when I found out but now it's like I don't want to not be pregnant but I'm sure that will change once trouble gets bigger. Yeah we stuck with that name.*

*today we get to find out the gender of little miss trouble. I don't know if it's a girl but it feels like a girl. Everyone else thinks it going to be a boy.*

*on the father situation. Well there is no father that I'm concerned of. Yes I still think about them every day but I want to do this on my own. I already know you call me names so go on, carry on calling me all the names under the sun for what I'm doing. I will tell them. I just want to enjoy the new baby moment. Selfish I know!*
TC: come on y/n! We want to find out!
Y/n: can't a woman pee In peace.
TC: pee faster

*it's already like have a baby who needs consent attention living with this lot, 4 boys, 2 girls and a baby coming, fun. That's how full this house is. I am looking for a place of my own I just haven't found the one that's screams 'raise your first baby here' you know?*
Y/n: okay okay I'm here let's do this
FP: I'm so excited!
TH: cant wait to see if it's a boy so they can join our army and we can go play football and go on adventures
Y/n: if it's a girl you can do all that.
FP: come on let's do this

*so Florence planed this gender reveal and she picked cake pops. Yep we all get one but only one is the baby's gender. Out of all of us I don't know who's more excited*

FP: right we will go around that way so Harry your first
HH: okay  *bites into the cake pop and it's cream* ohh! no
TH: *bites into the cake pop and it's cream*. no
FP: *bites into the cake pop and it's cream* nope nothing
SH: *bites into the cake pop and it's cream* no
Y/n: *bites into the cake pop and it's cream* aw man. Nothing. Wait that means you've got it.
TC: no pressure them
Y/n: come on!
TC: it's a....  *bites into the cake pop and it's pink*. Girl!
Y/n: yay. Ha you all suck! I was right

*it was honestly an amazing moment Florence and Timothee cheered with me but the other boys didn't but they still were happy. Everyone went around and hugs me but it kinda felt like something was missing. We all ate they all drank*

*after this mini party we had I went up to my room. Today just felt very overwhelming. I needed some time alone*
TC: hey you okay
Y/n: yeah I just needed time to breathe
TC: okay do you want me to leave.
Y/n: no. Stay. Please

*he came and scooped me up into his arms. His hold is always comforting. His presents is always calming. His touch is always.. electrifying.*
TC: half way through now. You excited?
Y/n: yeah I can't wait to hold her
TC: she's going to be amazing. Just like her mother
Y/n: I'm sorry but I might fall asleep on you. I'm not being rude I'm just tired.
TC: go ahead. I won't be mad

*I looked up at him and it was like I have just realised how beautiful his eyes are. There green with the hit of ocean blue. The sun is setting so the raise of light reflects perfectly off him making him glow*

TC: y/n. Your so beautiful...
*he brushed the hair out of my face behind my ear and then... he kissed me. His lips tasted like strawberries and a slight hint of spicy whisky. There soft and gently I could stay like this forever. His hand went to my waist and gently lifted me on top of him still not braking this magical moment that's happening*

Y/n: Timothee...
*I rested my forehead against his. Breathing like we have just done a work out. Maybe the work out is about to happen*

TC: I want you. *he whispers softly*
*I didn't reply. I didn't have to reply I just kissed him with more meaning behind it then I did before. His hands ran up and down my thighs as his lips went down to my neck.*

*this might be the pregnancy talking but I've never wanted him more then I did at this very moment..*

*am I making a mistake here?*