In the middle

12- Can we talk?

(Y/n pov)
*so two weeks ago I went over to talk to Chris about our.. let's say relationship status. If an outsider heard the conversation they would think it went well. If you were me though.. it was a different side.*
CE: since the first day on set I thought you where the most beautiful person ever
*aww he called me beautiful. I liked him. Come on everyone does but I only started liking him in that way when he was working out. I'm a horrible person*
CE: I've always wanted to be something to you
*this is going to hurt him so much. Where's Florence with that knife*

*that night ended amazing the part where there was no conversation. Go on call me names I know what I'm doing is bad. I like Chris he makes me feel safe and respected in a way, but Sebastian makes me feel safe, confident, warm all the things... I can't believe I'm about to say this but all the things a boyfriend or husband should make you feel*

*so I have been dating Chris for the past two weeks. Sebastian for the past week. His conversation went.. different but this one felt right. I'm a bad person*
SS: can we talk.
Y/n: I was just about to ask you that.
SS: you go first
Y/n: ..okay.. I want to be more.. if you also want...
SS: well can I say my thing now
Y/n: oh... go on
SS: your beautiful and amazing this past eight months have been perfect but the only problem I have is that I can't call you my girlfriend
Y/n: Sebastian are we asking the same thing
SS: yes baby I think we are
*I told you that one went better*

*now we are starting to film for my movie*
Y/n: right boys you have read my book haven't you
ATJ: yeah it's really good. I'm happy to be apart of it.
LH: if we hadn't we would be bad actors
Y/n: timo.. why are you staying quiet
TC: I'm like half way through it.
Y/n: you didn't read it!
TC: I was going to but.. just forget
Y/n: I even sent you the book when it first came out. Two years ago!
TC: I know. I'm sorry. It's very good. A little bit offended that you've known me the longest yet I'm the low one in this Trio of man 
Y/n: oh shut up you fit Tyler perfectly. Any questions?
LH: do you even find out who's the father
TC: she gets pregnant spoiler!
LH: sorry man. But do you
Y/n: no. It's what ever ending you want

TC= Tinothee Chalamet
ATJ= Aaron Taylor-Johnson
LH= Liam Hemsworth