In the middle

25- is y/n there

(Y/n pov)
*It was going so good. To good. I found a small apartment. It's not the best but I had to get out of that house. I found and got this place in two weeks which is very fast but I didn't think much of it until the first night here. The walls are paper thin all the way around*

*I tried to be strong for me for the baby but I think this is pushing me to breaking point 26 down 14 to go. How is that 14 weeks going to go. Me and this innocent baby alone. What will she be born into*

*I don't have a phone anymore. I threw it against the wall when I moved here. I've seen Harry but that's it. No one else. All on my own.*

*I saw Sebastian on tv the other night. He was promoting his new movie. It was like I forgot how he looked. His smile, his laugh still did the same thing to me. I wants to jump into the screen to embrace him and never let go. That night I spent hours looking at flights to America. I never completed the check out that would be to easily.*

(Sebastian pov)
*everywhere I look I see her. If that's movie posters, news reports or just seeing her about when I know she's not here. She's in London with her new boyfriend and soon to have a baby.*

*when I first saw the report I thought it was fake but no it was real. I don't know how pregnant she is. Is there a small chance that it's mine. If she's dating Timothee how many people has she actually been with that none of us know about*

*I haven't spoken to Chris since the day we found out what y/n was doing. I try to think about it in a different way but every time I'm back to y/n did this and Chris did this knowing I liked her. I didn't know he liked her as well. If he told me he did then I wouldn't of done anything with her or have fallen in love with her. Okay I probably would have still fallen for her but I wouldn't of acted on it. Not to my friends*

*after finding out that she pregnant I call Chris to ask to meet up, so we are. I don't know how this is going to go. We will be in public so hopefully no big fights but I do have mackie sat in the corner of the restaurant watching out. Just in case*
SS: thanks for meeting me.
CE: yeah I think we need to do it at some point
SS: I'm guessing you saw the latest on y/n
CE: yep. I did
SS: you think it's true. The Timothee part
CE: think about it she's been in London four months. How can she be that pregnant in four months
SS: so you think it's one of us
CE: she looks to pregnant to be his. If it is his then she would have been with him when she was here. With me and you.
SS: you don't think she could keep three men at once. She kept us secret for nearly a year.
CE: I don't know what she's capable of anymore.
SS: Have you spoken to her
CE: no. Have you?
SS: no. Don't know if I can. I don't know what your situation was with her. But. I loved her. I still love her even though what she did was bad. I-I can't seem to get her out of my head.
CE: yeah... I'm sorry. I should of checked it out with you before I did anything with her.
SS: we all did something wrong.
CE: do you think she'll come back
SS: she has her movie premiere coming up
CE: she does. But do you think she'll come back to us
SS: I don't know. Would she have done it by now?
CE: ...if it is one of ours then why hasn't she said anything
SS: I really don't know. If only we knew what she was thinking
CE: what if she comes back and has to choose between us and what about the baby.
SS: I think.. we will figure that out when it come to us. I think we need to talk to her and talk about it properly.

*that night I rang y/n multiple times but she never answered. I rang Florence and she never answered. I got Toms number from Downey. So I rang him*
SS: hey Tom?
TH: who's this
SS: it's Sebastian
TH: oh. Oh right hey how are you
SS: I'm... is y/n there
TH: umm no. She moved out about a week ago and none of us have seen her.
SS: so you don't know where she is?
TH: no and she's not answering her phone either
SS: ...okay.... Okay.
*call end*