Forever with you❤️

She loves him.

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''EARTH TO AMBER! Where are you lost doll? I brought you something.'', he said startling me.

''huh??'', I said coming back to the amazing world, note the sarcasm, please.

''I bought you something baby girl!'', he said scratching his neck.

why is he scratching his neck?

''What baby boy-'', my words died in my throat as I glanced at Aaron my eyes widened and a smile escaped my lips without even knowing.

There stood my husband scratching his neck with a hot water bottle in one hand and 2 big dark chocolates in his other hand.

Did I tell him how much I love him? of course not! But I do know how much I love him.

Yup guys, I just admitted I love him! you guys can roll on the floor now but weren't it obvious?

''Come here!'', I said pointing my finger at him and he obliged.

Oh, I would love to point my finger at him in the bed-

Ohh GODD Shut the trap Amber.

If someone were to read my mind they will probably suicide.

''You are the best man on this earth! you know that!'', I said as I pecked him on his lips.

YEAH, LIPS GUYS.

''I know'', he said as he kissed my forehead.

You guys can use my forehead as a heater now.

It's burning due to the sudden rush of heat!

He adjusted himself on the bed and soon I was on top of him with a heating pad on my stomach and I was caressing his cheek with only one thought in my mind.

I LOVE YOU AARON, I DO.

And I want to be selfish, I don't want to leave you. Please make me stay! I want to grow old with you! I want to have children, I want to be a cool mom and I want to be your sugar momma. But mostly I want to tell you that I love you.

The thoughts alone bought tears to my eyes but I wiped them before Aaron gets to know! and I decided to start a conversation, wanting to forget every negative thought that comes to my mind.

''So big guy, getting all soft for his amazing wife huh??'', I teased him wiggling my eyebrows he scoffed, his ears getting all pink and I laughed.

He didn't say anything and honestly, I didn't expect him to say something but he did wrap his arms more tightly around me like I would run away if he were to let go. I sighed contently.

And then he said something I would not even dream of!!

''I don't know what it is about you and trust me I have tried to stop it but it only grows stronger. You bring the best out of me without even trying, and no matter how hard I try to stay away from you or to behave rudely with you I just couldn't do it. What are you doing to me? you are fucking with my brain and my heart!'', he said softly and my heart raced at an impossible speed.

''uh..hh do you like me, my dear husband, huh??'', I asked to lighten the environment playfully.

''Maybe!''.

As the words left his mouth he sighed pulling me closer, closing his eyes and resting his head on the pillow.

I just laid there numb. Trust me I do feel like a zoo is running in my stomach. I want to hug him, kiss the hell out of him, tell him that I like him, let alone like, I freaking love him but I didn't tell him and I would never. I am freaking dying and I am making a person like me or maybe love me despite knowing they will never have a future with me, they will never grow old with me, rather they will be attending my funeral in a couple of months.