Tokyo's Deity (Mikey Sano x Reader

Chapter XI

Depersonalization-derealization:
  Occurs when you persistently or repeatedly have the feeling that you're observing yourself from outside your body or you have a sense that things around you aren't real or both.

Bare walls, broken chairs, and ripped up sofa was the only thing I saw. What the hell? Standing up, I walked around only to pass a mirror. Taking a step back, I was shocked. My once gorgeous black hair, was dyed white. Bruises were scattered all over my body along with dark circles under my eyes. Touching my face, I could feel tears pricking my eyes. What the hell is going on? Looking down, I notice a tattoo on my sternum.

At that moment, I felt like I wasn't in my own body, like I was looking through someone else's eyes. Like I was someone else. Scared and shocked, I looked away. With each steps, I made my way to a broken window. Looking out, the lights of the city illuminated the dark sky. Down below, the sounds of cars driving on the wet cement drowned out any sounds coming from the background.

The cold wind wrapped it icy fingers around me. Shivering, I turned to walk away only to be met with a sickly looking Mikey. Except it wasn't Mikey. The Mikey I know had beautiful wavy blonde hair, pearly ivory skin, and gorgeous dark eyes. This Mikey was different. His hair was cut short with an undercut and dyed white. He had dark circles under his eyes and a matching tattoo on the back of his neck.

Covering my arms, I looked away. This can't be real. This can't be real! I need to wake up! Y/n, wake up! Nothing was working. Feeling myself back away and eyes squeezed shut, I felt my back meet a steel pole. Eyes still closed and head hung low, I felt someone's hand touch my cold skin. Tears poured out as I whimpered. Falling toward the ground, I curled up in a ball.

As I continued to cry, Mikey knelt down in front of me. With one hand on my arm and another on my cheek, I felt him wipe my tears away.

"What's wrong my love?" Opening my eyes, I looked right into his dead ones. Not sure what to say, I just shook my head. Except it wasn't me shaking my head. Someone else was controlling my every move.

Next thing I know, I'm standing up on my own two feet with Mikey guiding me to a nearby chair. Placing me down gently, he walks away only to come back with a glass of wine in his hands. With a sad cold smile, he hands me the glass and kissed my head. I could feel myself smiling back as I took the glass. Slowly drinking it, I could feel Mikey's hand caressing my shoulder as he stood next to me.

Suddenly, Sanzu comes stumbling in, cracking up a storm. A creepy smile was on his face, showing off the scars Mikey gave him back in the day. His once long white hair was dyed pink with a different hair style. Seeing both Mikey and I, he sauntered his way over to us, only to stop. His goofy expression turned serious.

Walking straight toward me, he got on one knee and held my face in his hands. Looking up at Mikey, his expression turned dark. "What happened to her?"

Mikey looked down at him with even a more dark expression that would even scare the hell out of me, if I didn't know him. Not saying a word, he nodded his head toward a different direction. Sanzu turned his head over to see a group of guys, kneeling on the floor with their hands tied back and faces beaten to a bloody pulp.

Giving me a sweet smile, Sanzu retreated his hands as he got up. Grabbing a gun from the back of his pants, he clocked it before heading toward them. Once he was in front of the three of them, he gave them a creepy smile before popping a pill in his mouth.

Next thing I know, Mikey buries my face in his torso as Sanzu fires. Oh my god, Sanzu killed someone! My eyes widened as I continued to keep my face in Mikey's torso. Whatever was going on, this was a nightmare. Pulling away, I shakily stood up and backed away. Unfortunately I backed up too far and fell out the broken window.

The last thing I saw was Mikey eyes widening as he rushed over to save me and Sanzu falling toward the ground on his knees as he reached his hand out, only to grab air. The last thing I heard was Mikey yelling "Y/N!" and everything went dark.

Thump thump
Thump, thump, thump
Thump, thump

Startled, I shot up. Panicking, I looked around only to see that I was back in my own body, surrounded by familiar walls. It was just a dream, Y/n. You're okay. Laying back down, I turned my head to only be met by a familiar face. Smiling, I couldn't help but feel relieved. Laying next to me was my sweet and healthy Mikey, not the dead looking Mikey I saw in my fucked up dream. Taking a breath, I gave Mikey a sweet kiss on the forehead before closing my eyes and going back to sleep.

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"Are you sure you're okay?" Rolling my eyes, I looked back at Mikey.

"For the last time Mikey, I'm fine. I just needed sleep that's all." Seeming to believe me, Mikey just smiled at me as he bent down and gave me a sweet kiss on the lips. Saying goodbye, Mikey left his room leaving me alone. 

As I sat there, I couldn't help but reminisce the dream I had last night. The thought of it possibly being our future scared me. The feeling of losing Mikey that way, I hated it. Not only that I died.

Shaking from the thought, I looked out the window. With the sun setting and the city coming to life, something deep inside told me something was going to happen. Ignoring it, I layed back down and fell asleep.

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Third POV

Mikey came straight home after another Toman meeting. Not wanting to keep his precious Y/n alone, Mikey raced down the road till he could see his house come into view. Stopping his bike at the garage door, Mikey hopped off and walked inside. Making his way to his room, his sight was set on a sleeping form of his beloved. With a small smile on his face, Mikey quietly made his way to his bed and and crawled in. Wrapping his arms around her waist, Mikey brought himself closer to her as he fell asleep with a hope of tomorrow being a better day, for the both of them.