Judgement - Johndo

96

Well, it was easier said than done, for Johnny to go talk things out with Doyoung. Because as he mentioned before, Doyoung is seriously kind of dodging him.

That's how the situation caused to end as it is now, Doyoung standing against a wall in a single shower, Johnny in front of him, pinning him there while the door behind him is locked.

Since Doyoung had started to literally run away from Johnny at some point, they somehow got into a chase which ended with Doyoung wanting to hide in a single shower. Johnny was quicker however and now they're in this situation.

„Uhm J-Johnny, please... m-move your arms...", Doyoung stutters, looking down in the floor, even closing his eyes, keeping them shut tight. He has been scared to be near Johnny for a while now, for his own good reasons.

„I would but at the same time I won't dare to, you will only run away again."

„You do know that this situation seems... really wrong... you know what I mean?"

It takes Johnny a moment till he gets it but at least he does. It really could be seen wrong, like Johnny wants to do a certain thing to Doyoung. And the problem is that Doyoung is someone who has done a lot of such things, yet knows Johnny actually would never have such intentions.

But then again, the situation makes it very... anticipating.

„Yeah I know, sorry bout that, but let's just talk for now. Listen, I really do want to start this all over and kind of leave behind what was before. And I don't want things to be awkward between us, like it has been this whole day till now. So if anything is the matter, talk to me about it. But please, stop running away and avoiding me like this. I invited you to spend some time with you, not your brother for once.", Johnny says, forcing Doyoung to look up, look him in the face to see the rather sad expression he's wearing on his face, making Doyoung feel bad.

Still way too nervous Doyoung answers, „B-But it's a rather... embarrassing... and for you uncomfortable problem... it's not your fault, it's mine, don't worry about that part!"

„Doyoung, please. Even if it's something that may not be the most comfortable topic. Talk it out with me. A relationship, no matter which shape or form, always builds on trust and talking about things. It's to solve or even avoid problems. So please, let's not create a problem now or drift apart again."

After a bit of silence Doyoung slaps his hand in his face, letting out a short yet very stressed and embarrassed scream.

„I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... this is my fault... I really just hope you can... forget it, you probably can't... this is so dumb."

„Tell me First what it is about, then I can decide what to think of it."

„It's just... I've tried to keep my distance since you know... you don't like me being that close or touch since I did some certain things with men already. And I completely understand why you want it that way, I don't mind. But, as low as that might sound, I haven't been fucked or done anything in such a long time now that I feel like I'm going crazy. In other words I'm rather horny at the moment and you're just... a temptation. You're a tease, in every way. Either you're wearing those fucking tight shirts or now you're completely without one since we went swimming. You look very attractive, okay? And it's making my life hard, I'm trying my best to keep my distance, to not even risk a reaction of my body that might happen. I don't want to offend you so I just figured I try my best by just...avoiding you when I felt like something could happen. I'm so sorry for this... I just can't really be helped anymore it seems..."

While talking Doyoung crouches down, his hands covering his face as he seems to try and hide himself, despite knowing he'll always be exposed either way. Even though he really feels like crying in this situation, for more than one reason, he doesn't dare to allow it.

He does flinch for a second however, when he feels a hand on one shoulder and a second one trying to get through to his face, making him open back up again from the surprise, and Johnny's hand now reaching his chin.

„Doyoung.", he starts, the younger can't help but swallow nervously as he hears his name, along with the position Johnny is in, over him now.

Surprisingly soft Johnny continues to talk, „You should have told me that you dummy. I really was scared I did something wrong again, did something that hurt you or made you mad. And WinWin would kill me if I did. At least I now know what kind of problem you have. If that's all then I don't mind. If you think I'm hot then so be it, it's not like I didn't train for this body and take care of it. And if you show a reaction then just excuse yourself for a moment and take care of it or whatever. In the end you're still a guy and everyone has desires. And you've lived after them all your life so... I don't really blame you. But just talk to me, so I can help and understand you better."

At first, Doyoung can't help but stare at Johnny in astonishment. Before a rather on impulse said sentence comes out of his mouth.

„You knows you look quite hot from this position, the view is nice."

And just seconds later he realizes what he has said, making him slap a hand over his mouth, mumbling, „Sorry... that escaped me... I don't think there's that much new about me somewhere it seems..."

However, once again surprising Doyoung, Johnny starts laughing loudly and honestly about the statement.

„Well I thank you for that compliment, good to know what kind of actions I'm doing that could be seen wrong. Come on, get back up here.", he says, offering Doyoung his hand, who takes it in a trance.

Pulling up the younger, Johnny continues, „Thanks for that info, now I know what I do that makes your life hard. I'll try my best to avoid doing such things next time we meet. But for today I hope you can try looking past it and have some fun for the remaining time with me."

„I... I will do my best to ignore any desires."

Johnny can't help but giggle again about hearing that, he can see that Doyoung is different from before, since he even seems shy to talk about the topic now.

Yet his body can't seem to forget the actions before, like as if he was addicted, like with drugs but only with sex in this case.

„And I will do my best to make you forget your desires and just have fun for once. Just tell me in the future if I'm too close or anything, after all this situation could be kind of like as if you were a girl and I'm the guy, only with the difference of your gender. But that doesn't change the fact that I should be a bit more thoughtful around you I guess."

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So...

I realized a mistake yesterday which I've made for quite a while now (and can be found till chapter 114)

It has something to do with Doyoung's profile picture.

Those of you who have noticed...

Cheers to you and congrats I guess, I will be burying myself now for this mistake.

Starting chapter 115 the mistake won't appear again.