The Game

Chapter 33- Pregnant

K.C

"You pregnant?" I say disbelieving. This can't be true? Her hateful look is gone now, she looks worried and scared now. She just nods. This can't be happening. I run my hands through my hair and my breathing becomes heavy. "How can you be pregnant?" I ask, probably sounding stupid. How do you think, asshole? But I was being very careful, I used a condom. She can't be pregnant.

"I guess the curse isn't so stupid after all." she says looking down.

"Will you stop with the fucking curse?!" I say completely out of it. Does she think this is a fucking joke? curse.. like hell.

"Don't yell at me." She says looking coldly into my eyes. "I told you it would happen, but don't you worry, you don't have to freak out. You won't be there anyways." She says low and kind of intimidating. Like she can control what will happen and what will not.

"If that's my child, I have every right to be there!" I say angrily. Right now I feel everything. I don't know how this happened.

"I don't think Tori would like to play stepmom so early, and we both know that you would choose her over this baby." she says trying to sound tough, but I see the hurt in her eyes.

"Are you the one to decide that? Whether I choose my child or girlfriend? I'll figure that out. How long have you known?" I ask trying to calm myself.

"Long enough."
"How long ahead are you."
"A month and a week." That's how long it has been since I slept with her. This changes everything. What will I do with Tori? She will freak out. I am freaking out. I am only 17 for god's sake!

"I will appreciate it if you didn't tell anyone. This is just between us, I haven't told anyone else." She says.

"I need to tell Tori. She won't tell anyone"
"Don't tell anyone! Not her either. She'll tell my dad. So keep your mouth shut."
"So what, I have to act like nothing while a child is growing inside you? My child? I need to tell Tori- and my parents." I say looking at her. "Hiding a lie only makes it worse" Her facial changes at my response.

"K.C, I tell everyone when I'm ready. So please. It's not you people will laugh at, I'll tell you when you can tell them. And it's not a lie, I just don't want people to know it yet."

"I'm not saying you're lying?" Why would she think that? "I'm saying that me pretending everything is okay, is a lie. That I'm hiding the fact that I'm going to be a father" I say frustrated.

"For fuck's sake, you can tell them when I say you can! I don't want people to know yet! Is it too much to ask, just wait a couple of weeks!" She yells curling her fist in frustration.

"I can't promise anything" I say and leave. This is too much. I walk out of the room and of course the person I have to meet is Tori. She looks uncomfortable, as she sees me and Serena walking out of the janitor room. We still haven't made up after the whole I-kissed-Serena-You-kissed-Serena thing. I am seriously getting tired of saying her name in my head. Nothing good ever comes when it's her. There's always something with her, always. This tops it all. What am I going to do, this ruins everything.

"Hey" Tori says and gives me a tight smile. "Hi." I answer tired. I don't even know if I want to tell her. She's going to leave me. No doubt. Serena and I having a kid? No way in hell that she wants to be a part of it.

"What's up" she asks.

"Not much." I lie.

Silence....

"Don't you have class?" She asks looking in the music room. "I do, I just had to talk some things out"

"Like what?" She asks, she's trying not to sound curious, but I see right through her.