"I look at you and all I feel is sad."
"Maybe tears are just built up emotions trying to escape." (Too many...)
"If only you knew this was written for you."
(So many don't know...)"It started with "I love you" and ended with "I wish I didn't"."
"A damaged soul and a genius mind won't let the body sleep."
"And I stand there with tears in my eyes and shaky hands and ask myself what is worth fighting for?"
"It's never too late to pick up your broken pieces and start walking again."
(Still trying to...)"You should have opened your eyes. I was crazy for you." *Long sigh*
"I miss how you wanted me." *longer sigh*
"Don't try and come back after you left so fucking easy. You don't deserve my forgiveness and you sure as hell don't deserve any of my trust. You told me you wouldn't do the same shit as everyone else but you did."
"Because when people see good, they expect good. And I don't want to have to live up to anyone's expectations."
-Damon Salvatore"Recently I've been passing the days not living them."
"You swore you'd never leave but you saw me drown in my sadness and you walked away."
"You think you're okay until you're up at 3am crying about everything and nothing all at once." (Still happens all too often)
"I just want to write myself a world and go live in it." (If only)
"You promised me forever but your promise was a lie." (Too real)
"Maybe the mirror was left broken for a reason. I didn't want to see all the damage you had done to me."
"Maybe we feel empty because we leave pieces of ourselves in everything we used to love."
"I've become entirely too good at pretending it doesn't hurt."
"There's always someone who loves somebody who's unlovable."
-Meryl Streep"Why should I be sad? I have lost someone who didn't love me. But they lost someone who loved them." (My less-frequent mind set)
"I choked on the words I never said and drowned in thoughts I never shared."
"Nothing can really last forever, because one day even time itself will not exist."
"Take care of your friends because they are the most precious thing in the world."
-Natsu Dragneel (I'm trying to change for the better. My family of friends are my only family. Anyone I call a friend is special and dear to me, no matter what.)"People cry, not because they are weak. But because they have been strong for too long."
(I feel this one deeply.)"Change is never easy...you fight to hold on, and you fight to let go." (Also feel this one all too well)
"Fear is not evil. It shows you what your weakness is. And once you know your weakness, you can become stronger as well as kinder."
-Guildarts of Fairy Tail (Growing and changing with wiser words)"You never know how strong you are until being strong is your only choice."
"Wake up every day stronger than yesterday. Face your fears and wipe your tears." (Trying to live by this)
"I love the way you smile at me and make me feel like nothing can go wrong." *sigh*
"Behind every beautiful thing, there is some kind of pain." *tear*
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My Silent Melodies ➵ [ my life 2015-16 ]
AlteleThis is an online diary encompassing my "Tainted Love" era. (i.e the time between January 28, 2015 to January 6, 2016) Most of the chapters are composed of the depressing things I experienced, times when I was angry, happy, ranting, random things fr...