My Silent Melodies ➵ [ my life 2015-16 ]

9/28/15 • Press Play and Walk the Hell Away

Random title for random title's sake.

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hi there reader! as you may know i have a tendency to get depressed, and i have my fair share of problems. but as of late i have been coming to terms with the fact that i can do a lot of things to make myself happier. here is a random list of things i want and need to say.

i am going to put more effort into school, friendships and my writing.

relationships are great, but i understand that they are NOT a necessity. having one will not dictate my life and will take the sidelines when it comes to school.

i have the right to tell people to shut the fuck up when they bash someone i cherish. don't get mad if i snap at you, because i will do the same when other's do it about you.

my occasional slip into isolation is necessary to how i function. if i don't talk for a day, maybe a week, it is because i just need space. yes, that means i might be ignoring you.

thank you for your opinion, but don't get offended if i don't adhere to it. shockingly i make my own decisions based off of what i think is best for me. so thanks for the input but your word is not law nor a god's will. if i make a bad choice then i am ready to accept it and that's where it ends.

yes, i will give my opinion to you, but i do not expect you to do what i think is best. it is ultimately your life and not mine. but if you too happen to make a bad choice when i advised otherwise, please do not whine to me. i will hold no sympathy.

DON'T MAKE FUN OF MY ANIME AND MANGA AROUND ME OR I WILL SHANK YOU WITH A FLUTE.

if you want on my good side, send me pictures of my ships or cool photos of things i like.

i promise i won't bite your head off if you message me on kik: BlueBear180

i will try and talk even when i am really busy because I know that sometimes people just need to know someone is there.

if you want me to try and write something, read something or help you out with ideas message me!

i reach out the most when i am happiest, or at my saddest.

i love working hard on my marching. i crave being on that field, and i am addicted to performing.

music is the beat in my heart and the blood in my veins.

i use songs to convey my thoughts and feelings, when i send you one it means i am trying to tell you something.

hi, yes i am short now please stop pointing it out already? i kinda live in this body i know my limits, thanks.

why do my guy and girl friends fall for me? what about me is so easy to fall for?

Throne by Bring Me The Horizon is the song of my life.

fuck you too, human.

yes, i love that guy now. sue me.

PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD WOULD YOU GROW UP ALREADY?

no, you can't wear my jacket. not anymore.

one more hug, please?

we are going to fade, but if it we do it together then i wouldn't mind it.

i will one day let someone read my folded chapters.

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