My Silent Melodies ➵ [ my life 2015-16 ]

1/1/16 • Hello, New Year (ft. 37 Questions)

Ah, look it is 2016... and I spent my last night of 2015 playing sims with Mkat.

Not going to lie, 2015 sucked. Sure I had some up's in there but really I just had lot's of new all time low's. It was a really bad year for a lot of people I know, and I couldn't have been more happy to see 11:59 pm turn into 12:00 am. 

Hello, 2016. 

This year will have it's trials too, I am sure. But something in my gut is telling me that this year won't be that bad. That and I am determined as hell to have a better year, I will not survive another year like 2015; it was just too much. 

★ 37 questions ☆

☆ tagged by momodrops ★

1. who was the last person you held hands with? // Michaela, a few hours ago.

2. are you outgoing or shy? // depends on the situation, but typically I am outgoing

3. who are you looking forward to seeing? // Colby, I need to hug the hell outta him still because I didn't get a chance at the funeral ;–;

4. are you easy to get along with? // I think so?

5. if you were drunk, would the person you like take care of you? // yes...but one of my best friends would probably swoop in and take me away saying "move aside, i got this"

6.  what kind of people are you attracted to? // i am attracted to people who have similar interests and ideas as me ; if i can't talk to you and agree on things then i'm out

7. do you think you'll be in a relationship 2 months from now? // if life likes me

8. who from the opposite gender is on your mind? // tasuku kurosaki ; of course it isn't a real person

9. does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? // I wish i could say yes to this but no, my friends have made it a normal topic of conversation. 

10. who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? // Maggie, most of our conversations are deep

11. what does the most recent text you sent say? // "Yeah? Did I do something bad? DID SOMETHING HAPPEN...WHO DIED? I SWEAR I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT THIS TIME."

12. what are your five favorite songs right now? //

1) on & on ft daniel levi by cartoon

2) true friends by bring me the horizon

3) believe in myself (ft op 21) 

4) I want you to know by zedd

5) end credits - SOMA ; i cry internally when i listen to this 

13. do you like when people play with your hair? // yeah, but the second they yank my hair i'm no longer enjoying it ; even with shorter hair people manage to pull it

14. do you believe in luck and miracles? // to some degree, yes

15. what good things happened last summer? // i didn't die ; okay and i hit 100k on TGG

16. will you kiss the last person who kissed you? // no ; not on the lips

17. do you think there is life on other planets? // yes ; i mean we happened, right?

18. do you still talk with your first crush? // lol hell no

19. do you like bubble baths? // yes, yes i do ; *sinks into bubbly water*

20. do you like your neighbors? // yeah, most of them 

21. what are your bad habits? // not being organized, chewing my nails when i get nervous, procrastinating...everything... ; the list goes on

22. where would you like to travel? // to my kitchen, food awaits me ; also london

23. do you have trust issues? // i trust too easily or not at all ; there is no in between

24. favorite part of your daily routine? // blasting my music in my room after getting home ; or watching anime

25. what part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? // my hips ; they are so awkward

26. what do you do when you wake up? // listen to music and write 

27. do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? // i like my still tanned color 

28. who are you most comfortable around? // people i have been around for a long amount of time or people who are just as weird as me up front

29. have any of your ex's told you they regret breaking up? // haha no ; please no one regrets leaving me they all had their reasons

30. do you ever want to get married? // eventually

31. is your hair long enough for a ponytail? // yeah, a cute as hell pony tail

32. what celebrities would you have a threesome with? // well, i wouldnt really go for a threesome but if i had to pick celebs to sleep with it would be Andrew Garfield and Chris Evans ; wow i picked two...okay moving on

33. spell your name with your chin // jkeewllksery ; i have created a vegetable

34. do you play sports? // i march in le marching band ; but no typical sports

35. would you rather live without tv or music? // tv ; i already live without it anyway

36. have you ever liked someone and never told them? // all. the. time. bro. 

37. what do you say during awkward silences? // "you know, this one time.." 

★ tagging people ; you don't have to do this if you don't want to ; clean copy in comments ★

*sempiternalhiraeth 

*Mkat1227

*BellsBunny

*Ultimate__Genesis

*konatalove

*LukeTheOlympian

*SwigSwagKaneki

*Paintedlotus

*Color_me_Blue