My Silent Melodies ➵ [ my life 2015-16 ]

7/5/15 • Letters

To my main chick, my internet senpai and most amazing friend and favorite author, morbidEmpire

You are undoubtedly my savior. I came to you when I had nowhere to go and you took me right in. We shared stories, you told me about your struggles and I told you of mine and we became good friends quickly. Now we talk every day and most of the times when I am laughing it's because of something you said or sent me. When I had fallen apart and needed someone to see that it wasn't just my own stupidity that got me there... you picked up what pieces I had and you helped me fit them back together. You are so magical, hilarious, talented and beautiful. And I am so glad you're my friend. And fellow stripper... (I think we both know we are female Gray's secretly).

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To my poet, newfound best friend and fellow warrior, Emily

You are seriously an inspiration to talk to. You are such a beautiful person and despite all you have suffered through here you are standing tall through your issues, but still giving way when you know you need to. I have talked to you about everything, and you accepted every flaw without a bat of your eye. We both understand the pain of loss that our friends around us here don't understand yet. We shared ambitions and ranted about bullshit and you fangirled over my first new crush in a long time with me. Naka-kon did more than just reveal my bold streak, it landed me an new amazing friend I wish I had met earlier.

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To my sister wife, kitty, unicorn and angel Mkat1227

You have been one of my toughest friends, ever. To put up with my bullshit like you have for so long takes resolve, and it takes resilience. I am glad you have them because you may piss me off but I still love you (and I do the same to you, but I'm pretty sure you still love me too since you haven't blocked me...yet). Our roof talks though rare are precious. I guess that's why I like them in such a little quantity, it makes them more treasurable. I may not be your favorite person, but if it counts for anything I still wear the ring I got sister married to you in. You are a precious person, and I want you happy with Scroofles the way you deserve to be. I know we haven't talked much lately but I figured you would need space and wouldn't want to talk to me much anyway.

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To my chibi bestie, my Kiku, my adorable friend who never fails me, konatalove

You have been there since seventh grade. Can you believe how long it has been? It feels like forever and no time. We always have the best times when we hang out! We geek out on shows and anime, talk about writing and ideas... we watch anime and listen to music. We find the weirdest videos on youtube, play games and talk about stuff no one else will. You are my best friend, really you are. You keep my head on straight and I help you keep calm. We are an amazing duo and I never plan on letting you go! You are my Japan and I am your England.

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To all of you above...

I love you. I always will, I promise. Any day or time when you feel sad, or alone, or miserable, just remember I love you. I am right here, I care, I want you all beside me in life because I need you all. I hope you all need me too. I can't express your importance enough but it's there.

F O R E V E R

&

A l w a y s.

From your Fairy, Kelsey.