My Silent Melodies ➵ [ my life 2015-16 ]

4/5/15 • Do You Know?

A couple of my friends here read this, I know based on the votes and comments...

But, do you guys know how well I'm doing here on Wattpad? Yes, I tell you constantly about it and probably annoy you like a small child would.

But do you really know?

I don't mean by statistics and numbers. I mean my writing, it's development. Have you seen my latest works? Yes they are NaLu but some are just like regular stories with the names Natsu and Lucy on the main characters names.

I'm not saying this like a bad thing, but I am saying I've changed. As a writer I have learned to use my words to twist a story and make it gut wrenching, or how to uplift it, how to make it sweet and how to make it touching, or romantic.

I have touched people through my books. I have made people smile. Me! People say to me I'm an amazing writer and some even venture as far as to say I'm the best NaLu writer.

Despite how I still don't see my skills as adequate people have praised me, and made my days and commented whole paragraphs about it. More and more often I find myself smiling and grinning or squealing like an idiot over a comment! It's becoming a dream come true.

But, I feel like no one is really sharing this with me. None of my friends are witnessing this great change, this time of accomplishment for me. I get all excited over a comment and I go to share it but I stop and think to myself, "Wait. They probably don't want to know, they already show little interest in what you do.."

Shoutout to you guys who do read my things and show care for what I'm doing here. That brings more vibrancy and excitement to the picture for me, it aids in my skill development as it pushes me to create more and learn to use my talent better.

I want to share what I do with everyone, but not everyone likes what I write. But I want them to see it not as "just some Fan Fiction about her damn OTP."

I want you guys to see it as a beautiful journey taken on by two characters (and their appointed side characters) that will make you smile and cry and make you angry and happy all in one book.

See what I created that makes people smile, makes them excited, makes them fan girl, makes them laugh. Gaze at my creations with happiness and pride for me, and know that bits of my real friends are sprinkled throughout, you all give me unintentional inspiration to create.

It's only right you see what the shy writer created with your given inspiration.