On The Run

Chapter 39. My Birthday

Jase gets me home and we walk thru the door to everyone partying. People are saying happy birthday to me as I walk by. My hand intertwined with Jase's. My core still vibrating from earlier. Empty from the lack of him, still holding onto how full I felt.

Funny how your body misses the closeness and leaves you with the need and desire for more after sex. Feeling all emotional still. I look at Jase's face. His eyes looking around.

I suddenly feel guilty for him losing the carefree bad boy image that I met him with. The thing that drew me in was the wild take what I want attitude. I feel all my problems have weighed him down and he's to busy trying to make me happy that he's lost the beautiful man I was attracted to.

I pull on his hand and he looks at my face searching for what could be bothering me. Instantly putting me first again. I reach up with my free hand and pull his head down to me. I press my lips to his. I feel the butterflies soar in my stomach.

"Im ready to go crazy. " I whisper against his lips. "Will you go crazy with me?"

"Uh huh...." he mumbles against mine. He kisses me. I use my arms and pull myself up his body. I wrap my legs around his torso.

"I want to get drunk and pass out with you under the stars."

"Okay. .. just ahhh. . " he kisses me again. Then stops and looks at me. " shit..."

"What?"

"We need a quick chat." He walks up the stairs to my bedroom. He opens the door and sets me on the bed. He goes back to the door and locks it.

"What's wrong? "

"Okay. . You can't get upset. But I'm going to put it out there and I need you to understand and not get upset?"

"Okay. . What's up?"

"Is there any chance you're pregnant?"

"No"

"Are you on birth control? Because I know last time we didn't use condoms and I didn't pull out."

"I..... I don't know then. I haven't thought about it. What made you think of this?"

"I know you haven't been feeling good and I wasn't going to put my thoughts on you. I was going to let you go to the doctors and figure yourself out. Maybe it's just a cold but you can't drink if you might be."

"Okay. ..but I could be sick from the dieting pills. " I say not ready to accept that I could be pregnant. Fucking A. Why didn't I put myself back on birth control. When the doctors asked after my accident I told them no because I was starting over and couldn't picture having sex with someone I don't know.

"Diet pills?"

"Yeah I gained a little and I wanted to drop it before lacrosse. "

"You need to take a pregnancy test now. You could be poisoning my baby with that shit!!" Jase says pushing his fingers thru his hair all stressed out. "Dump those pills. You want to lose weight, you train with me."

"I do train. I run ten miles every morning . Then I go to the gym and work with a personal trainer. Im just not getting the results. "

"Im calling Natalie. She's going to pick up a test. Your going to take it. If your positive, we will join the party and go to the doctors tomorrow. If your not we can party and you will get put back on birth control."

"If I am?"

" We will worry about that after the test. Do you want to call her or do you want me to? "

"I will. " I say and take my phone to the bathroom. I go ahead and call her. She tells me that she already bought them. She was waiting for me to ask her. I'm completely freaking out. How was everyone thinking this? I had no clue.

I walk out of the bathroom. Im shaking. I look at Jase. He comes over to me. He grabs me, wrapping his arms around me. Usually I feel safe wrapped in his arms but I'm terrified at the moment. Im seventeen and I put my future in jeopardy.

A knock on the bedroom door. I look up at Jase. He lets me go and opens the door. Natalie comes in carrying a water bottle and a bag. She wraps her arms around me.

"It will be okay. I will make a great Aunt!" She says smiling. "Besides the baby will have great genes!!!"

I look at her thinking fuck. Does she know I slept with them all? Oh my god. Im not going to know my baby's father. It could be any of them.

"Natalie, we will be out in a couple minutes. " Jase says looking at me.

"Okay. " she says and leaves.

"Oh god.....Jase, I won't know the father. "

"Dani.. breathe. If it's me or Brody, it will most likely be twins. You won't know even with a DNA test between us. We're completely identical. Twins are a big thing in my family. They go back really far. If its not twins then it could be Chase's, Alex or Blake's. But let's not worry about this yet. Take the test."

He hands me the bag. I go into the bathroom and shut the door. I look in the bag. I pulled out three of the tests. I open them up.

Here goes nothing. I do one test after another. I set them down. I wash my hands. Jase must of heard the water, since he just walked right in.

"How long?"

"Five minutes. ..."

He grabs my hand and pulls me close. His arms holding me tight against him. My life is counting down. Is everything going to change forever?

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