I Don't Want To Go Back

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My head ached so much when the morning came.

I held my head and massaged it gently. Fuck..

I fucked up.

What happened? Someone please, tell me what just happened last night? Wala naman siguro akong ginawang labag sa batas? O sa batas ko bilang tao?

I should ask Kylo- wait. Uhm.. naalala ko lang ano.. wala akong maalala, shutang ina.

I rolled on my bed and tried to stand up, but my world is rolling like I was in a roller coaster ride.

I went down on my knees with my head on the bed. I was waiting for it to ease some pain, until I felt someone's touch on my shoulders.

I looked up and saw Kylo bent down on me, staring softly.

I inhaled some air before reaching for his arms. He no hard carried me and helped me to stand. I hugged him with my closed eyes, pushing my face on his neck; resting my head on his shoulder.

Then he swayed our body gently- it's making my headache ease slowly.

He's also caressing my back.

"Let's eat, hmm?" he softly asked.

"A minute more please." I requested.

We stayed like that for like a minute or more, before we went out to have breakfast or lunch; 11AM na.

We just ate quietly. He didn't open up what I said last night, naalala ko 'yon. Naalala ko na lahat kasi 'di na masakit ulo ko. Kanina lang muntik ko na ipabiyak sa sobrang sakit.

Uminom ako ng maraming tubig matapos kumain.

Inaya ko si Kylo sa tabing dagat pagkatapos kumain. We walked on the side of the ocean, sakto lang para mabasa 'yung paa namin.

"Kylo," I called him.

I fixed my hair that's been poking my face because of the wind, when he suddenly held my wrist to stop me from walking.

My forehead creased when he did that.

My eyes went down to his wrist when he pulled something on it.

Turns out it was a black ponytail. He removed it from his wrist and made me turn my back. I obeyed what he wanted to do.

Sinakop niya 'yung buhok ko at tinalian gamit 'yung panali nga na galing sa palapulsuhan niya. Saan galing 'yun? Bakit may gano'n siya?

When he finished tying my hair I turned back in front of him with a questioning face.

"Ba't may hair tie ka?"

"Para sa 'yo. Palagi ka kasing naka-lugay, kaya palaging natutusok 'yung mata mo ng buhok mo, so I decided to buy you one." He explained.

I was left dumbforwarded for a moment after hearing the reason why he has a hair tie.

There's so many reasons why I should have him. Why should I love and adore him. For a moment my mind recall all of those things he did for me.

All of those things.. made me feel complete.

There is 100 and more reasons why I should love and adore, Kylo. Sa isang daan o higit pa na rason kung bakit niya ako dapat mahalin.. iyon din ang mga rason kung bakit mahal ko siya, at mamahalin pa.

"I love you, Ky. Let's be together, officially."

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I apologize for not searching more about the courses of my characters. So for clarifications, you don't have to enter a Med school if you'd take MedTech as your college course- which I mistakenly thought. I made Sy entered med school even if there's no need for it. The right steps are: earn your college degree, bachelor's degree in medical technology (4-yr degree). During the fourth year of the program, students are required to attend an On the Job Training (OJT) in various clinical and hospital laboratories. After the OJT/Internship, proceed to take up the Medical Technology Board Examination/MTLE that Sy aced.

Graduates of BS in Medical Technology may pursue a career path in various community clinics and hospitals and medical facilities. They may apply as a biochemist, bacteriologist, blood bank technologist, clinical pathologist, histologist, microbiologist, parasitologist, medical research assistant, toxicologist, cytotechnologist, or a crime lab analyst. As of Sy, my character she applied as blood bank technologist. (CTTO: https://www.finduniversity.ph/majors/bs-in-medical-technology-philippines/#:~:text=To%20become%20a%20Licensed%20Medical,Professional%20Regulations%20Commission%20(PRC).)

So my mistake here was i made her enter to a med school. I clarify that you don't have to enter med school if medtech is what you really wanted. MedTech is also a best pre-med course if you want to enter med school. Also, Sy graduated first before doing the internship which was my wrong, I apologize for it. You have to go for OJT/Internship first before graduating.

That's it, I hope no one get confused because of this. Thank you.