I wake up in my bed alone with the sun peaking through the window. My mind is still trying to process last night.
The first thing that I do is to look through my photos from a shared album saying RAWRY @ 20
The ones that catch my eye the most would be of Jack and I. Us recreating the kiss scene is kinda cute, I won't lie.
Then there's pictures of just the two of us. Jack and I are really close together smiling, there's one of his arms around me- I think we were laughing together, there's one of me kissing Jack's cheek.
But the one that catches my eye which honestly I can't remember the most is the one with my arms around him and his hands on my waist, we're looking into each other's eyes.
We look like we're in love.
Anyone can say that just looking at the picture.
I don't think I am- am I?
We look good in the picture too. Almost like a couple but we're not. Just when the thoughts of him come to mind my phone rings of his contact for FaceTime.
"How's it feel to be 20?" he asks and I smile.
"So far so good"
I check my messages while we're talking and a bunch of my friends from last night texted asking for permission to post certain pictures from the album on their socials.
Jack and I have this thing where we don't post each other- mostly making it less obvious that we're talking. Everyone close to us is aware and respects it.
Like when we went to the Colgate clock, Jack just posted the clock, Ty cropped me out of the pictures I sent him when I stayed over on his story, I would post the view from the car but never of Jack even though I have some pictures too.
We just try to not include each other in the shot during our outings.
Yesterday he posted a video of him and Atlas doing some party trick on his story which was really funny to see them attempt.
People are always speculating and assuming, we just don't want that yet.
"It's my day off today" he mentions.
"Oh right- so how do you want to spend it?"
With me of course
"With you, do you want to go out today?"
HA called it
"Uhm yeah I'm not busy. What do you have in mind?"
"Do you like basketball?"
"I'm not really a sports person remember" I joke.
"But I went to a Knicks game with Atlas and our dads we were 16" I recall.
"Really? Well I have tickets to the Knicks vs Raptors game in MSG"
"Ouuuu I'm down as long as we get food before or after or do you wanna come over or something?"
"You know I thought you'd never ask" he smirks and I laugh.
"What time are you coming over?"
YOU ARE READING
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Fiksi Penggemar"I'd get lost in your ocean eyes my sanity now turned into madness all due to being under the influence of your words nothing left unspoken" What if eye contact led to so much? Her dark brown eyes that she hates so much drowning in his ocean eyes...
