Renegade

Chapter 34

“Wait, Clarisse. Sandali lang.”

Nakayakap ang mga braso ni Alex sa bewang ko habang magkatapat kaming nakatayo sa gilid ng kama. He was heaving heavy sighs as I stood in front of him flaunting my nakedness.

“Alex, please.” My eyes fluttered and my mouth hung half-open as I pressed my chest on his.

He cupped my face and kissed my chin. “We can’t really do it here, Clarisse. Hmn?” Then he rained little kisses on my face, from my forehead to my eyes, nose, and then lips.

Natigilan naman ako at sunod na pinagsakluban ng hiya. Naghubad na ako’t lahat sa harapan niya pero tinanggihan niya pa rin ako.

“Do I acted so low in front of you, Alex?” Kaagad akong humiwalay sa kaniya kasabay ng matinding hiya. I guess, no matter how much I tried, he would never see me as a woman who could flared up his desire.

“Clarisse, that's not—”

Tinakpan ko ng aking mga braso ang hubad kong mga dibdib bago pilit na tumawa. “You said no to me.” Napaupo ako sa kama bago siya tiningala. “I guess you're not really that attracted to me. Alam ko namang hindi maganda ang katawan ko. But at least, I thought my boyfriend would want me. You even called me a goddess only to reject me?”

Nanlaki ang mga mata niya at kaagad na lumuhod sa harapan ko. Both of his ears were red as well as his neck. He placed both of his hands on my thighs. Malalim ang paghinga niya at mas lumalim iyon nang nakaluhod na siya sa harapan ko. “Again, that's not what I meant.” He gulped as I felt his hands started caressing my thighs. He slightly parted my legs. “You’re really turning me on, Clarisse. God knows how hard I am controlling my urges. Pero nasa bahay niyo kasi tayo. Katapat lang ng kwartong ‘to ‘yung sa mga magulang mo.”

“Stop making excuses, Alex. I'm not the one you want.”

It's Garnet.

“No. No. I want you. Damn, I want you so much.” Unti-unting umangat ang mga kamay niya mula sa mga hita ko hanggang sa hinawakan niya na ang dalawang braso ko. “But I respect your parents. Ayokong maging masama ang...”

Alex’s words faltered. I watched how his eyes darkened when I removed my arms from covering my breasts. I bit my bottom lip and cupped his face, moving closer, until he was now kneeling in between my parted legs.

I was only wearing my panty and I could feel my femininity getting wet.

“Masama ang?” Humaplos ang hinlalaki ko sa labi niya. “Ayaw mong maging masama ang ano, Alex?”

Huminga siya nang malalim bago pumikit. “Ayokong maging masama ang impression ng mga magulang mo sa ‘kin, Clarisse. Ayokong ayawan nila ako bilang boyfriend mo.”

I thought he was going to stop after what he said but I gasped when both of his hands found their ways to my breasts.

“Ah... Alex...”

He groped my breasts as both of his thumbs played on top of my hardened nipples. He slowly opened his eyes and our gazes met.

Napaliyad ako dahil sa init ng mga palad niya at sa kiliti na hatid ng mga daliri niya. “Sige pa, Alex... Oh gosh...”

Walang lalaki ang makakahindi kapag babae na ang unang gumalaw. That's what Hector taught me. And let's see if it would really work now to Alex.

“More. I want more, Alex.”

Mas inilapit ko ang mukha niya sa mga dibdib ko kasabay ng matinding init na tumutupok sa katawan ko.

I wanted him to suck my breasts like a baby would do. Shit. I was really horny now.