what's out there ( a poetry story )

so where to now?

after deception,
i guess a feeling like that doesn't go away

as in matter of time,
it becomes numbed
and maybe remembered once or twice in your life time

there is something out there that is bigger then us

but i want to live before everything's falls down

i only started living now,
and i already feel like i'm loosing time

after leaving everything behind,
even the man i've loved since i was 17,

i want to see what is out there,
for what it's worth,
maybe this will be good for me

we will see,
"what's out there?"

i asked the moon,