what's out there ( a poetry story )

stupid fucking love songs

turn off without the love by demi lovato

love was never real anyways to begin with

because she's right,
what's a love song with out the love?

it's all about pillow talking
and
going back to sleep

i loved this stupid fucking man so much
i tore myself apart,
inside out

you can list it

i lost my mind

i don't even see myself when i look in the mirror

like who is she?

that's who he created

the mess,
the project that was never completed
but failed by you

no matter how loud the music is,
my thoughts are louder

turn off you belong with me by taylor swift,

i was never meant for that rat cause he belongs to that girlfriend of his i call

"trash"

rats attract trash

aren't i right?

they are soulmates

i laugh,

because it's all for the internet

sometimes,
you gotta let people have the internet

because that's all they have

you can post a tiktok about being a better person

but you'll never be

is it because i'm jealous?

or

is it because of the monster i called lover

turn these stupid fucking love songs off

i don't need to be reminded you're gone