what's out there ( a poetry story )

him again

it's been a couple of years since i've spoke to him,

he treated me like absolute garbage,
out of all of them

he was the one i liked

a lot

the way he was,
i fell in love with it,

it wasn't just the way he looks,
that was a bonus

i didn't even meet him,
and i don't know if i will

but you never know what life will throw at you

you brought excitement
and
happiness in my life

and,
i haven't felt that way since d left

you were better than him,
well,
maybe,

you could have been

but,
you broke my heart

i would like to start over,
but
i don't know if it's worth it

are you meant to be in my life?
these feelings came rushing back last april

what are they trying to tell me?

i guess we will

see

oh look,

him again