what's out there ( a poetry story )

beautiful way

the way he puts his shirt on
in front of the mirror,

pull it down your abs,
fixed your hair,
took your bag,

and went on your adventure

you saw the beauty in me,
when i've struggled to for years

my heart felt safer in your hands,
the strength and positivity you've brought into my life

turned into pain
and
guilt

it all crashed down,
never thought you'd do that

it's much more than physical

you kept me alive when all i wanted to do

was fade away

to me,

you're beautiful

you saved me,
and you don't even know it

i miss you d