what's out there ( a poetry story )

my other half

at the beginning of all this,
i wasn't expecting you to be one of the most important people i've met on my life,

you came so fast,
hitting me like a fucking bus

you took all the light,
of what i had left in me

i haven't felt the same since i was 9,
locked in a cage called my own mind

you had no right to do what you did to me

but my story still continues,
and chapters are still to be written

a criminal by law,
but the criminal who stole my heart

how did we get to this point?

it's like when edward left bella,

but that night for her,
turned in

every day for me

you reminded me
like a tiger

you were always so strong,
but hid your pain well

i never met someone so much like me,

and i think that's why i attached myself

i'd never met myself before

you see,
you were more than what i've ever wanted

never even met you,

that's how much you mean to me,
promises turned into crap

and your shame burnt even more

how could you treat someone like that?

but the fact i still have your name clean is something else

this world is full of shit,
but i keep it real

i found my place with allah,
i think i'll be okay,

but in the end,
after all of this

i'm still hoping it's

you

will you come back like edward came back for bella?

or will i meet someone else,
cause as of right now

you're all i want in this world,
and what i've been wanting

so i ask again,

please come back home

i need my other half again