i sat there,
i was in utter shocki don't think i've ever cried like that in
fucking
years .
being angry not just with myself,
but with dit was all build up
i never meant for any of this to happen
i just wanted to you let me in
i should of just let you win,
but pain got the best of mebut then,
i rememberedi remembered
why you took you off all my shitcause you're a creep,
you're literally a losertalkin balm,
"does it look like i fuck everything that moves?"i mean,
you have tinder and bumble, but go off babymost of my tears,
i held it for 3 years,
cause,fake it till you make it right?
i kept my mouth shut for years,
why else did you think i would explode like thatyou see miley cyrus swinging naked on a wrecking ball for liam hemsworth
but posted screen shots of a text on a story and that bursted your bubble?
happy people don't go treating others like that, just saying
when your heart tells you something,
listen to itit warned me many,
many timesi guess i just wanted you to let me in,
but it wasn't you that i truly wantedit was the man i called criminal for 3 years
YOU ARE READING
what's out there ( a poetry story )
Poetrydeception is never ending, but so is the reality of my life read pay attention focus to every word i say welcome to your chapter