what's out there ( a poetry story )

the man i love is getting married

"my baby girl"
he whispered to the screen,

what he texted in the morning when i woke up,

how i miss my world

my other half,

i seem to find you every where i look,
in public,
nature,
music

you were the beat to my heart,
the rhythm to my song,

the tears from my eyes,

my everyday thought

bing bong,

it hit me like a bus,
it's so hard to fight back

i felt like the luckiest girl in the whole fucking world

until you decided,
the throw everything away

they say distance doesn't matter when you love someone,
and everyday,

i felt you were right beside me
every
single
day

until

she

came,

you think she's perfect,
you post her,
you

love

her

more than you promised to love

me

you promised to marry her,

like you promised you'll never

leave
me

i felt like,
she stole you

from me,

she stole the one thing

i've ever wanted,

i broke down my walls for you,
you are my weakness

such a slap to my face,

how dare you do that to me,

now i have to move on,

cause what can i do?

we all die slowly every day,

so why waste another day loving a man you built for another girl?