Waiting is indeed such an agonising wheel like an unstoppable turbine, it spun the wits and every nerve of my soul. It's paining me. Despite my duties in sending out delegations to other countries hoping they might listen to our pleas, hoping they will provide allies to our Kingdom, however sadly, it seems majority of their leaders are not too keen in wanting to rendered their assistance. Orien seems to be having more enemies then friends and thus this makes me wonder why..
"Did we commit something unspeakable to those foreign states, way back in the past?" I asked myself, as I held on to my aching temple. My back sank deeper onto my seat, as I held my gaze upon the morning dew that had begin to slightly drift away towards the rays of the morning sun..
"You ought to be resting Princess.." noun that familiar voice as I felt his sudden closeness beside me. Will's fresh scent of blue ocean immediately drift towards my listless heart. Miraculously calming away my dawning anguished..
I continue to lightly rub my temple, with my eyes close shut. Suddenly I felt the rough pad of his thumb gently pressing upon both side of my head.
I lightly gasped with amounting comfort upon each stroke he rubbed upon my head but, upon that comforting notion, I pushed his hands away..
In a drift I stood up and decides to walk away when suddenly, not before few more strides, I felt a firm tugged right under my arm and a sudden pulled back. He had easily wrapped his arm around my waist and with his other hand, he had lightly place them under my chin, his grip were neither forceful nor gentle but it was more of a pleading..
"Why? Does it pain you so much? You don't even took a slight glimpse upon me?" Asked Will huskily as I felt his warm breath fanning the back of my ear and neck.
His closeness, his voice certainly had charmed me yet again, for I begin to felt tingling and warm. Immediately those wondrous memories of us, begins to flood back in my thoughts, those memories and emotions which I've been wanting to erase, wanting so much to forget..
"Let go of me.." I hissed as I begins to struggle in between his arms but that had only made him hold me even tighter. I felt the warm of his bodies, his thighs were touching my hips, almost making me flustered and flushed.
"Will.." I cried and suddenly he had easily twirl me to met his front, our eyes met. I saw pain and guilt, hope and fear, dominating his amber ruby eyes. He's beautiful even with that sadness shrouding his cast. "Why are you doing this to me? You give me hope and then you took it all away? You are cruel, you are worst then I thought.." I said, pouring out all that I've been bottling up ever since he had wanted me to forget about everything, telling me our love is a mistake..
Upon that moment, he gently caresses the side of my face, lingering his fingers along my jawline and my lips.
"Stop it Will," I shriek but immediately he claimed my lips, forcefully kissing me, it was sheer pain and hunger. "Why is he the one in pain? It's me that's been hurt.." my thoughts screaming out loud..
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RomanceLove at first sight? Could this be real? Or it is just a phase..Hmmm, those phase which can be quite substantial to some pure believers, but kind of skeptical to me.. However, my perspective change when the first time I saw you.. You captivates me...