I'm in the kitchen at 2am. Everyone else in the house is asleep but I can't. I haven't slept in days. Derek's leaving today and we've still not talked.
I go to the freezer, grab a tub of ice cream, a spoon and start eating it from the tub. I close the freezer and turn around. I scream as I see someone in the kitchen.
"Shh" he puts his hand over my mouth. "Derek" I sigh. He pulls his hand away. "You scared the crap out of me" I say. "Sorry" he says.
"You weren't in your room when I went to the window so I-" he says. "Climbed in?" I say. He nods.
I catch him scanning my body and blush. I'm wearing a bralette under my dressing gown, a pair of my dads pyjama shorts, so they're really loose on me and some fluffy socks, my hair in a high messy bun.
I turn around, putting down the ice cream. I try to sort out my hair a little before turning back around. "What are you doing here?" I ask. He just keeps looking at me. "Derek?" I ask.
"Our break up really effected you" he says. I look down. It's true. Obviously it did. "Did you come here just to be an ass?" I cross my arms over my chest. "No, I- I'm leaving tomorrow" he says. "I know" I say.
"Meredith" he says. "Derek" I say. He smiles. "What are you doing?" I whisper. He looks down nervously. I put my finger on his chin, making him look at me.
"I- w- I do-" he stutters. "Derek" I smile, running my fingers through his hair softly. His breathing is heavy. "Chill out.. just tell me" I say. I chuckle softly as he takes a puff of his inhaler. God, I love the dork.
"I- I just-" he says. I put my hands on his cheeks, pushing our lips together. He puts his hands on my waist. I pull away slowly.
"I was wrong.. I dont care about our differences.. I love you.. please take me back" he says. I grin. "You have to beg" I say. "Oh, My forte" he says. I giggle.
"Please please pleeeaaaassseee take me back" he puts his hands on my waist. I giggle. "Not good enough" I say. He kneels infront of me. I giggle.
"Pleeeaassseee" he runs his hands up and down my thighs gently. "Okay" I grin. He smiles, standing up. He picks me up. I giggle, wrapping my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist.
"You'll be my girlfriend again?" He asks. "No" I climb off of him. He frowns. "Not until I finish my breakup ice cream" I pick it up. He laughs.
"And stop looking at me.. I haven't showered in three days" I walk upstairs. He chuckles, following me. "Shh" I say. He nods. We walk into my room.
I hold his hand and gently lead him to the bed. He sits down. "I'm gonna take a shower.. you can have my ice cream" I give it to him. He grins, taking it. I giggle.
I walk into the bathroom. I have a quick shower, get out and changed into some new pyjamas before drying my hair quickly and going back to the bedroom.
"I missed you" he wraps his arms around my waist as I walk over to him. I giggle.
He snuggles his face into my stomach. I smile. "I missed you too" I wrap my arms loosely around his neck.
He kisses my cheek a bunch of times softly as I talk to him. "I really really missed you.. I can't believe you broke up with me.. you're such an asshole I- stop kissing me!" I giggle. He grins.
"Don't break up with me ever again" I wrap my arms around his neck. He closes his eyes, sticking his tongue out, playing dead. I giggle. I pull my hands away.
"I need to go.. its really late and my mom doesn't know I'm out" he says. "You snuck out?" I gasp. He nods. "Derek shepherd you naughty boy.. its so sexy when you don't follow the rules" I smirk. He grins. I giggle.
