chapter 179

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I'm laid in Derek's bed, under the covers with them pulled to my chest. I'm completely naked and he's in his bathroom, peeing. It's ten minutes since he pulled out of me and I still can hardly breathe.

He literally just rocked my whole entire world. He's amazing. I'm staring at the ceiling. I've not been able to talk or move for ten minutes.

He walks back in. He did give me cuddles and kisses before getting out of bed, he didn't just leave me. He puts on his boxers and sits next to me. "Are you alright?" He asks. I bite my lip, looking at him. I smile.

"Yeah?" He strokes my cheek with his thumb. I moan softly. "I'll take that as I yes" he chuckles, leaning down to kiss me. "I love you" he whispers against my lips.

"Can I show you something?" He asks. I sit up very slowly and hug his waist, cuddling into him. My whole body is shaking.

He wraps his arms around me and grabs his xbox controller. I smile as he shows me all of his new characters in his game. I don't know why he gets so excited to show them to me. I think it's a guy thing. He's so proud of them too. I love it. It's cute.

"No" I warn as he reaches for his headset. He sighs. "Derek, we just had sex.. you're not talking to your friends whilst I'm naked in your bed" I say. "I can brag to them about you being naked in my bed" he grins. I glare at him.

My phone starts ringing. I reach over and grab it. "Hi izzie" I answer it. "Hey! Why are you allowed to and I'm not!?" He frowns. I get out of bed, put on one of his shirts and step outside the bedroom. I feel like I'm about to collapse.

"Hi mer" she says. "Hey" I giggle. "How'd it go?" She asks. "It was amazing.. the best sex of my life" I whisper. "Really!? That good?" She giggles. "Yeah.. he was amazing" I smile, thinking about it.

"What did he do?" She asks. "So, I got here and spoke to his mom for a while, and then we went upstairs.. we started talking, then kissing, then he pulled me ontop of him and we pulled off eachothers clothes" I whisper. "Oooh" she giggles.

"Then he moved down and just started going down on me.. for like fifteen minutes" I whisper. "Shittt" she says. "Mhm, and then he turned me over, pinned me against the mattress and just fucked me.. like really hard" I whisper.

"That's so hot" she says. "It was" I whisper. "I wouldn't expect that from him" she chuckles. "Derek's great in bed.. he's so giving and all he tries to do is make me feel amazing, he's the best guy ever" I whisper.

"I'm glad you're having fun.. does this mean you're back together?" She asks. "No, it doesn't" I sigh. She groans.

"Get him back, mer.. he's a good one" she says. "I know he is.. he's the best" I sigh. "Love you" she says. "Love you too" I grin. "Bye" she says. "Bye" I put the phone down.

I go back into the room. I smile as I see that derek is talking to his friends on the xbox. I walk over and sit next to him, hugging his waist.

"I love you" I cuddle onto him. "Its just my- my ex" he tells his friends. I sigh at the way he stops himself from calling me his girlfriend.

He pulls off the headset and puts down the controller. He goes back to giving me kisses as soon as he sees I'm sad. I hug him again. "I love you" he kisses my head.

"I miss you, der" I say tearfully. "I miss you too" he says. I frown. "Please don't cry, baby" he whispers. He wipes my tears.

"Do you love me?" I look at him. "More than anything" he kisses my lips. "Can you take me home?" I ask. "No, sleep here" he says. "Okay" I smile. He smiles back at me. I spend the night.

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