"Hi cutie" I wrap my arms around Derek's neck as he stands next to his locker in the hallway. He chuckles softly. "Hi beautiful" he wraps his arm around my waist, kissing my cheek. I smile.
He turns to look at me, closing his locker. I stand on my tiptoes, wrapping my arms tighter around his neck. He runs his hands up my arms, kissing me softly.
"You wanna come to my house today?" He asks. I smile, nodding. "Meredith fucking grey!" A girl walks over, slamming me against the lockers. "Ow what the fuck!" I try to push her off of me.
"You slept with my fucking boyfriend you stupid slut" she keeps coming at me. I look at derek. "Not him!" She says. A teacher comes and pulls her off of me.
"What's she talking about?" Derek asks. I look into his eyes. "Mer?" He asks. I hold his hand and pull him into the closest empty classroom.
"Meredith.. she dates deluca" he says. "It was when we were broken up" I say. He looks at me shocked. "You slept with andrew deluca?" He whispers. I look down.
"When?" He asks. "On the field.. yesterday.. before we got back together" I say shamefully. "You had sex with another guy" he says. "I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry derek" I put my hands on his arms.
"Wait.. thats why you were crying?" He asks. I tear up, nodding. "You had sex with him.. 10 minutes before me?" He whispers. "I'm so sorry" I sob.
He turns around, walking away. "Derek" I grab his arm, pulling him back. Tears are running down his cheeks too. "What does this mean?" I whisper.
He doesn't answer me. He's crying too. I put my hands on his cheeks, stepping closer. "It meant nothing to me.. I dont even have feelings for him baby, it was a huge mistake" I whisper.
"Were you even going to tell me?" He whispers. "I didn't want to hurt you" my lip trembles. He puts his hands on my waist. I look at him as tears roll down his cheeks. I want to know what he's thinking.
"I can't.. I need to go" he says. "No no, please" I cry. "I can't be here right now" he shakes his head. I look into his tear filled eyes. "I never thought that you'd do this.. out of all people, I never thought you'd hurt me this bad" he whispers. I cry more.
"I didn't mean to hurt you.. I love you so much.. I wouldn't have gone back to you if I didn't love you" I say. "I wouldn't have gone back to you if I would've known what you did" he says. I try to stop crying.
"What do you want to do?" I whisper. "I can't be with you.. I just can't" he says. "Derek it was one time.. we were broken up" I say.
"We were on a break.. not broken up!" He says. I know. I know we were. He walks out. I wipe my tears, walking after him. "Derek don't go" I whisper, holding his hand. He stops.
He looks back at me. I put my hands on his cheeks, kissing him deeply. He puts his hands on my neck, kissing me back desperately. I stand on my tiptoes, running my fingers through his hair.
We pull away slowly. "Don't" I whisper. He let's go of me, walking outside. I kick the trash can next to me. Everyone looks at me.
I see deluca in the corner of my eye, talking to someone at the lockers. I go over and push him into them. "You said you wouldn't fucking tell anyone!" I hit him.
"I had to" he says. "Fine" I say. I walk away. I turn back around. I stand on a chair in the middle of the hallway. "Hey!" I say. Everyone looks at me. "Yesterday, me and deluca.. Andrew deluca over there" I point at him.
"We did it.. we had sex" I say. They all gasp and start whispering to eachother.
"Solid two out of ten.. would not recommend.. unless you want a good 45 seconds of feeling something the size equivalent of the handle of a toothbrush being inside you" I say. Everyone laughs, looking at him. He walks out quickly.
I get off of the chair and walk out of school. I go home. I tell my mom everything and she hugs me. I go upstairs to my room, climb under my covers and just sob into my pillow. I don't sleep at all.
