I'm in an empty classroom, hiding from my friends. Me and cristina fell out and now all the rest of our friends are on her side.
I text derek and he finds me. "Hey baby, you okay?" He hugs me. I shake my head, tearing up. I tell him what happened.
"I'm on your side" he says. I chuckle softly, wiping my tears. "Will you hang out with me?" I ask. "Of course I will" he chuckles.
I entwine our fingers, standing on my tiptoes to kiss him. We walk outside. I stop as I see the entire group laughing, sitting on the area of the field we usually sit on together.
"Keep walking" he whispers. We walk past them and sit down together. I sit between his legs. He wraps his arms around my waist from behind as I lean against him.
"I love you" he whispers in my ear. "I love you too" I say. I go on my phone, scrolling through Instagram. "Stop, they're obviously doing it on purpose" he takes my phone as we see a picture of them all together.
He goes onto the camera and takes a few selfies of us. I giggle as he kisses my cheek. "Der, stop.. I can't post these" I grin. "Why not?" He asks.
"Because they'll think they're winning.. they're laughing in a big group whilst I'm sat with my boyfriend" I say. "They don't have boyfriends though" he says. I giggle.
"Can we go home?" I ask. "But.. science is next" he says. "Der, please?" I ask. "..okay" he says. We get up. I hold his hand as we walk away, out of the school. He drives us home.
We snuggle together in bed after changing into our pyjamas. "Babe, do you think I was in the wrong?" I ask. "Huh?" He asks. He's writing in his notebook, studying science.
"Do you?" I ask. "No mer, you just don't speak to the others as much as cristina does anymore, of course they'd pick her" he shrugs. I look down.
He looks at me. "But it's not your fault baby, you have a lot going on.. if they don't understand that then they're bad friends" he says. He gets up and sits at my desk instead to study. I sigh.
I grab a small Teddy, throwing it at him. "Hey" he looks at me. I throw another. I giggle as he gets up, walking over.
I squeal as he climbs ontop of me. "No, derek! Stop! I'm scared, stop!" I laugh hysterically as he bites my neck. "Why are you scared?" He laughs. "You're gonna tickle me" I giggle.
"Well I wasn't actually going to.. but now-" he grins. "No! No! Ahh!" I scream as he tickles my sides. He laughs.
He kisses my neck softly. I smile as he groans quietly against my skin. "You smell amazing, what is that?" He pulls away. "My new perfume.. you like it?" I ask. He nods.
"You smell like... sex" he says. "What?" I giggle. "I don't know.. its just hot" he says. "You're so strange" I giggle, shaking my head. He grins.
He kisses me. I put my hands on his cheeks. My tongue moves slowly with his. I reach down to his pyjama bottoms, putting my hand down them.
"Are you sure you're up for this baby? You've been sad today" He asks. "I'm sure" I smile, kissing him again.
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I burst into tears as soon as he lays next to me. "Oh, mer" he sighs, looking at me. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" I sob quietly, trying to stop.
All my emotions just came out at once. I think it's the hormones that changed whilst finishing. Derek told me about it the other day when he was studying biology, but I thought it was bullshit.
"Shh, its okay.. its okay" he rests his forehead against the side of my head, kissing my cheek softly. He strokes my cheek with his thumb.
I roll over, cuddling into his side. He pulls me into his arms. He pulls the fluffy blanket over me. He pulls away and gets up, putting on his pyjamas.
"I'm gonna get you some food okay? I'll be right back" he leans down and kisses my cheek. "Umm.. here" He passes me my Teddy that he bought me a while ago. Its a little green frog. I cuddle it. He goes.
He comes back a while later with 2 chicken mayo sandwiches. I sit up, holding the covers around myself. He sits down. We start eating.
I sniffle, wiping my tears. "Is it good?" He asks. "Mhm" I nod. I quickly finish my sandwich. I steal the other half of his. "Hey!" He takes it back. I giggle.
I take a bite of it from his hand. "You're like a dog" he says. I giggle. "Here" he passes me it. "Thanks der" I kiss him. I eat it.
"I never get a good meal to myself in this house" he says. I grin. "I'll buy you a meal tomorrow.. you wanna go on a date?" I ask. He nods.
He lays down. I lay next to him. I kiss his lips. "I love you" I say. "I love you more" he says. I shake my head.
