Me and derek are STILL not officially back together yet. I miss him more than anything. I've been seeing him everyday, but we haven't had sex in weeks. We've kissed a few times, but we've been acting as if we're just friends.
He's over at my house right now, helping me study for a test. We're sat on my bed. I wore a pair of his joggers that I stole ages ago with just a bralette.
I look up at him and smile as I catch him looking at my boobs again. He smiles as I put my feet in his lap. He's sat infront of me, watching me as I read the textbook.
"Its not my responsibility to keep your feet warm anymore" he chuckles. I ignore him. He grabs my feet in his hands and massages them slowly.
"You look beautiful, meredith" he says. "Thanks bab- derek" I clear my throat. He smiles at me. "I'm bored" I lay down with my head on the pillow.
He smiles, pulling me closer to him. He runs his hands up and down my thighs, that are now rested either side of him.
"Can I have a cuddle?" I hold my arms open. "You want me to get ontop of you?" He chuckles. I sit up and hug him.
He pulls me ontop of him, so I'm straddling him. He squeezes me tightly in his arms. I snuggle my face into the crease of his neck.
I climb back off of him after a couple of minutes and grab the book. The door opens. "Do you two want something to eat?" Carolyn asks.
"Yes please" I say. "Come on" she says. I stand up and hold Carolyn's hand, following her downstairs. Derek sighs, following us.
I stand with Carolyn in the kitchen, talking to her as she cooks. Derek walks in. "Come and hang out with me" he pouts. I giggle, walking towards him.
He puts his hands on my waist. I smile, looking into his eyes. He leans down and kisses me, taking me by suprise. I stumble back slightly but wrap my arms around his neck to kiss him back.
He pushes me up against the counter gently. "Der" I giggle, pulling away from his lips slowly. "Please" he pouts playfully. "I'm talking to your mum" I giggle. He sighs dramatically.
"My Meredith" he picks me up and carries me out of the room. I laugh, holding onto him as he takes me to the living room.
He puts me on the couch and sits next to me. He hugs me, resting his head on my shoulder. I smile. "Do you want to have sex with me tonight?" I look at him. He nods enthusiastically. "Good" I smile. He smiles back at me. I grin.
"I'm really horny and you haven't touched me in weeks" I pout slightly, climbing onto his lap. "I'm sorry baby, I was trying to be respectful and not push you" he says. "I wanted to.. I always want to have sex with you" I say. "Why?" He asks. "...because you turn me on" I giggle. He smiles.
I lean in and kiss him slowly. He lets out a small moan against my lips as I reach down and squeeze his pants where the growing bulge is in them.
"And I definitely turn you on" I bite my bottom lip softly, looking down. "Yes you do" he smiles. "I wanna go now" I go to get up but he pulls me back down gently. He picks me up. I smile, wrapping my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist as he carries me upstairs.
We go into his room and he dims the lights before laying me onto the bed and hovering over me. He starts kissing me.
