Perfect Combinations~ Stydia One Shots

Your Fault (void allydia + stydia)

(AU the pack is staying at a hotel overnight; Lydia POV)
"It's your fault"
I bolted up. The clock besides me read 3:12 am. I sighed.
"Bad dream huh?"
I jumped at the voice. Then I remember it was just the girl who I was staying in a room with since coach had us pair up.
"Yeah, something like that."
The voice was silent. Realization came over me. I was never assigned a room mate. I slowly turned to see who was in the other bed. What I saw surprised me. It was Allison.
"Ally!"
I got off my bed and hugged her as hard as I could.
"I missed you so much." I whispered.
We pulled apart and sat on the side if our beds, facing each other.
"Ally I'm so glad your here...wait"
She smirked.
"You're not Allison." I whispered.
She gave me a fake confused face.
"Of course I am."
"No you're dead. Allison is dead. This is just a dream. "
The fake Allison smirked again.
"Actually Lydia, it's a nightmare. "
Her eyes went black and she grabbed my shirt and pulled me close to her face.
"Your right! I am dead. And it's all your fault. You could have sensed it. You could have told someone. You could have done something! But no you just had to stay and protect your precious Stiles didn't you?"
Tears streamed down my face.
"I'm...I'm sorry Allison."
She growled. "Sorry doesn't bring me back to life does it? You should be the one buried six feet deep. You should be the one without a funeral. You should be the one watching over your loved ones everyday and see them fall apart without you. Not me! I didn't do anything to deserve this! I was loved! But you, you wouldn't be missed for a second. I should have been there for Scott. I should have gone to Mexico to save Derrick. You didn't do anything! You're worthless! And you think Stiles will love you now? After you've killed me? No one could love you! This is your fault! Your fault!"
I woke up screaming my head off.
"It's my fault! My fault!" I sobbed, curling myself up into a ball.
"My fault."
Suddenly, Stiles burst in.
"Lydia! What wrong are you ok?"
I looked up at him confused.
"How'd you know I was upset?"
"Well, I heard your scream."
"But Stiles, you're three floors above me and the walls here are really thick"
"Yeah but...I was nearby" he muttered.
"You were what?"
"Nearby okay? I woke up and got this feeling something was wrong, so I got up and walked around a bit. Somehow I found myself outside your door. I could here you whispering something in your sleep. Something like "it's your fault" I was going to leave but then you scream so I came in and-"
I held out my arms and motioned for him to come lie with me. He hesitated but then awkwardly sat next to me. Then, I just broke down. All awkwardness melted away and he wrapped his arms around me.
"Hey Lyds it okay. Just tell me what's wrong."
"It's my fault" I cried into his chest. He hugged me tighter. "What's your fault?" I calmed down a little and wrapped my arms around his torso.
"Allison's death. It's all my fault."
Stiles looked at me confused.
"Lydia why would you think even for a second that her death was your fault? The oni killed her. You weren't even near her there was no way you could have stopped it."
"I know but I-"
He shushed me.
"It's not your fault. It never was your fault. And it will never be your fault. "
I nodded and hugged him tighter.
"Thank you Stiles."
"For what?"
"Just for being here. Lately, I haven't had anyone. I've been so alone without Allison. "
Stiles nodded and rubbed my hand.
"I just miss her so much." I whispered.
"We all do Lyds. But it gets better."
"When?"
"Soon"
"How soon?"
"Not soon enough."
I smiled and kissed his cheek.
Even under the darkness of the 3am moon I could see his blush.
"It's not your fault" I heard. A whisper, barely there. But I knew it was her.
"It's not your fault."