Therapy Session [Completed]

Just Thoughts

When I left therapy, I figured I would ride around and find something to do instead of go back home and be alone with my thoughts.

One reason why I hate when Haley works is when I have nothing to do at the house and the thought of being alone is enough to send me into a panic attack.

Of course Haley doesn't know that cause if she did then work wouldn't even be an option anymore and I don't want to do that to her.

It's bad enough she had to watch me like I'm some sort of kid and worries about me everyday.

Some thing's are better not said to save her from dealing with any more shit from me.

I know she's been dealing with me for years and adding more on top of it is something I don't want to do.

So there are some things that Haley doesn't know and I would like to keep it that way.

For as long as I can.

When riding around this town, there's not much going on or to do. It's small and boring with zero activities so you're wasting gas riding around looking for something.

There are restaurants and maybe an arcade area but it gets boring after a while, plus the city had so many more options but the drive sucks.

I decided to stay in the city instead cause the town didn't have anything and since I was already here, might as well enjoy it.

Looking around, I was trying to find something to do. I had a little bit of money from Haley this morning but a lot of things over here are expensive so I had to choose wisely.

"I don't know what I want to do." I said to myself as I was looking around. I couldn't find anything and I wasn't hungry so I didn't want to eat.

Public socializing was something I didn't want to do as well, so I wasn't sure what to do at this point.

"I'll just ride around to find something." I sighed as I kept riding around and looking at the different things they had.

A lot of restaurants was basically all I was seeing.

But then something caught my eye as I was riding by. I had to turn around and go back again to look at it a little better.

It looked like a park where a lot of different shops were located, which was pretty cool.

I pulled into the parking lot and parked something a little close. It was too hot to be walking a mile to the entrance.

After I got out, I locked the doors and looked around before walking to the entrance.

It was a little crowded here but not as bad as I thought it would be. I saw a lot of cars out in the parking lot so I figured it would be a lot crowded.

Looking around, there was a lot of cool things. I saw different shops like food, clothes stores, souvenirs for tourists.

It was cool.

But what really caught my eye was the huge fountain in the middle of the whole place that stood out and made everything look even more amazing.

Something like that usually doesn't catch my eye and I could care less about it but something about this fountain was definitely making me stare at it in awe.

I walked through the crowd of people, making my way towards the fountain. I wanted to get up close enough to it to actually look at it more.

When I stood in front of it, I looked up at the water shooting from the top and making its way back down into the fountain area.