Therapy Session [Completed]

Closed off

After I left yesterday, I went home and stayed there. I didn't answer any calls from her or the texts she was sending cause I didn't want to talk to her.

The way she's been acting around me, being nice and caring was too much for me.

I couldn't handle it.

Then she was acting nervous at the café and didn't want to look at me and I knew that sign all too well.

I wasn't about to sit there and let her tell me what she wanted to say cause the words that were leaving her mouth were words that I didn't want to hear.

She liked me.

In a friendly way or another way, I don't know but I didn't want to hear it.

That meant she was getting close and I couldn't allow that.

When people get close, they tend to get hurt and I end up pushing them away. I wasn't about to have my therapist confess any type of feelings towards me.

Not again.

I've been through it too much and I didn't want to do it again.

It was for the best that I walked out.

Now I wasn't sure if I ever wanted to see her again.

The moment she asked for my number was the moment I knew something was going on.

Then she started acting friendly and no therapist I've been to has ever did that.

I don't want to hurt her and I don't want to hurt myself.

When Haley got home, she asked how my day was and we ate dinner and talked. I avoided as many questions as I could about today and she mostly talked about her say.

Going to bed was hard cause I had so much on my mind.

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I woke up to my phone ringing and I stretched before grabbing it.

When I looked at the screen, I saw Miss Arianna's number and mentally groaned as I laid there and watched it ring.

Then it ended and I sighed.

Therapy was today but I didn't wake up. I didn't want to go and now she was calling me every few minutes

When she called again, I ignored it before getting up and going to the bathroom.

I did my usual routine then walked downstairs and into the kitchen.

After making coffee and leaning against the counter, my phone rung again and this time it was Haley.

"Hello?"

"Where are you?"

"At home."

"Mrs. Janet called me. Why aren't you in therapy?"

"I don't want to go today."

"Why?"

"I don't feel good." I lied.

She sighs. "Morgan.. I know when you're lying."

"I just don't feel like going."

"Why? What's wrong?"

"Nothing.. just don't feel like going."

She sighs again. "You need to call and tell them."

"I will."

After we hung up, I sent Mrs. Janet a text and told her that I didn't feel good. I knew she wouldn't buy it but it was worth a shot.