Therapy Session [Completed]

High Walls

Walking into therapy was a little different this time. I knew that it was going to be interesting once I walk into that room and see her.

Over the last couple of hours after I left, I was replaying the whole situation over in my head cause a part of me felt kind of bad but since I don't feel emotions or feelings, the other part didn't care.

I just hated how she was trying to be my friend when I didn't need her to be.

She was trying to get into my head and life without me knowing so that she can break down these walls around me.

But it's not going to work.

I had to tell her that before she ended up regretting things.

Once I opened the door, Miss Arianna was nowhere in sight. I let the door shut behind me before looking around and walking further into the room.

She wasn't at her desk or anywhere.

There were papers scattered on the desk and I saw my name on one folder that was on top of all the rest.

"I'm the most screwed up patient here."

As I was looking at the papers, the door opened and I turned around to see Miss Arianna walk in with a cup in her hands and a bag.

She looks at me and smiles before walking towards the desk and placing everything down.

"Good morning. I went out to grab some coffee and I have something for you."

"Something for me?"

She took something out of the bag that was on the desk and handed it to me. I looked at it before looking at her.

"I'm sorry for what I was doing and I know that it's a little too much for you and everything. I just wanted to make it up and get you that."

It was a small box and when I opened it, it was a bracelet. I looked at her for a moment before looking back down at it.

"Why did you get me this?"

"To say I'm sorry."

Looking at her, I sigh. "Now I feel like an ass."

"Why?"

"For treating you that way.. I snapped and I shouldn't have. I know you're trying to help."

"I want to help, Morgan. But what I don't want to do is step over boundaries. I understand."

I look at her for a moment before looking at the bracelet. It was really cool and it had a cool design to it which made me grab it from the box and hold it up.

"Do you like it?"

"Yeah." I look at her and nodded. "Thanks"

"You're welcome." She smiles. "I figured you'd like it cause you wear necklaces and bracelets." She motions towards my wrist.

Nodding, I looked the bracelet she got me then placed it back in the box. I still was unsure why she went and bought me this cause this doesn't really say 'I'm sorry'.

In my opinion, buying gifts to make up for a sorry doesn't cut it for me. I don't understand why someone would do that but I didn't say anything as I placed the box on the desk.

It's a little weird for my therapist to buy me gifts but I ignored the thought.

"What's on the agenda today? More talking?"

"If you want." She shrugs. "We can talk or sit in silence."

She was watching me as I was thinking about it. I didn't want to talk but the silence wasn't a good idea at the moment.