Noah's pov
I just stood there and watched him walk away. I didn't even try go after him, I just let him go.
"Noah..." I heard a soft voice call from behind me. I could recognize that voice anywhere, Finn. My head was spinning, my body was filled with alcohol. I didn't know what I was doing, I just turned and forced my lips onto his lips. He immediately kissed back with no hesitation, I knew it was wrong but I couldn't pull away. I had forgotten how good his lips tasted...how they perfectly fitted on mine. Fuck I missed Finn so fucking much. To my surprise Finn was the first to pull away. He opened his mouth to say something but I didn't let him, I just put our lips back together and he didn't stop me.
I don't know how it happened but all of a sudden we were back at our - no his place, in his bedroom. He was on top of me, his hands all over my body. His lips finally left mine as he desperately kissed down my neck. His hands began undoing the buttons of my shirt and as he reached for my belt he stopped. I opened my eyes and my eyebrows furrowed in confusion only to seeing him staring down at me.
"Are you sure?" He whispered, his breath still reeking of alcohol. I let out a small giggle as I stared up at him giving him doe eyes. He immediately let out a small 'fuck' and reattached our lips. He started off slow and passionate but he soon got much harder and rougher yet the passion was still there.
(IDK IF EVERYONE IS COMFORTABLE WITH SMUT SO IM SORRY I HAVEN'T INCLUDED ANY YET)
"I missed you." Finn tiredly mumbled as he collapsed next to me. I didn't reply, I just rested my head on his chest and immediately blacked out.
I woke up to a loud buzzing sound. The noise only caused my head to sting even more - great, I was hung over. As I opened my eyes my heart dropped. I was in my old bedroom and that only meant...Finn. The room looked practically the same. The only thing missing was...well me. I tried to sit up but couldn't, as I looked down I saw a pair of arms wrapped tightly around my stomach/waist. Finn was passed out next to me, his hair in his eyes and across his face. We didn't...we couldn't of, could we? As I reached my phone I saw I had 4 missed calls and 8 texts. Jack.
A realization all of a sudden hit me. I had turned into the one thing I hated most...a cheater. As I looked back at Finn in shock a sudden rage filled my body. I was mad at myself but I couldn't help but blame Finn. This room had too many memories and I did the one thing I promised I'd never put anyone through. I immediately crawled out of Finn's arms only causing a murmur to moan out of his lips.
"Mmm come back babe." He was still half asleep and his eyes were still open and all I could do was roll my eyes. I stumbled back into my clothes, grabbed my phone and headed to leave. Something caused me to stop right in front of the mirror though.
"For fucks sake!!" I groaned placing my hand on the dark bruise on my neck. Of course he left a fucking hickey. I rushed out of the apartment, slammed the door and finally returned Jack's call.
"Noah?" I heard a panic voice call down the line.
"Hi..." I whispered in shame into the phone.
"Are you okay? Where are you?" He questioned worriedly.
"I'm okay, I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry." I cried into the line as I collapsed onto the floor of the hallway. I was so ashamed.
"Hey it's okay!! You were drunk, I know it's hard for you and I shouldn't have had a go at you, I'm the one whos sorry No, please come home." My heart ached. He had no idea. He had no idea I just slept with another guy. But Finn wasn't just any other guy was he and that hurt the most. I whispered a small 'It's okay, I'll be home soon' before hanging up and calling the only person I could go to.
Chloe.
A/N: This is so bad I'm so sorry omg.
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