Noah's pov
Before I could reach the bathroom Jack had pulled me back. He looked worried.
"Noah what's happened?" He quizzed. I didn't want to tell him, I felt guilty. I was still in love with Finn but I like Jack, I really do so how was I meant to tell him about Finn.
"Noah you can tell me, was it Finn? Did he say something?" He continued to ask, I could sense he was getting pissed at the thought of Finn upsetting me. I couldn't even get myself to say what happened...what I found out, it was like if I said it then it all became real. Instead I just hugged Jack as tightly as I could. He wrapped his arms around me placing his head on top of mine, I felt safe.
"Let's go home." He whispered causing me to smile up at him. That's exactly what we did, we walked back into the garden and said our goodbyes and left.
Jack took us back to his apartment, I started spending a lot of time there since we became official, I just loved spending time with Jack. He brought me a glass of water and softly sat down beside me not taking his eyes off of me.
"Do you want to talk about it now No?" He gave me a soft smile and I smiled back as I heard his small nickname for me.
"It wasn't just once." I whispered looking away a lump forming in my throat.
"What wasn't?" He asked sounded confused.
"Finn and Millie...It wasn't a one time thing." I couldn't finish my sentence before I broke down crying. Catching them together hurt so much but I think deep down it was something I would one day forgive, like seen at the party, I was beginning to be able to talk to Millie but knowing it was more than once...That was unforgivable. Jack didn't say anything, I don't think he knew what to say but he pulled me towards him, giving me a tight hug. That was all I needed. I hugged him back immediately and just cried into him. It hurt so much, that night replaying over and over in my head.
"I don't understand why I wasn't good enough." I cried feeling Jack tense under me. He pulled back looking me in my eyes.
"You are more than good enough, you're fucking perfect Noah. Finn never deserved you, I hate seeing you like this because you don't deserve it, you're amazing and I really like you Noah and I'm here now and won't let him hurt you anymore." I just stared at him. He was right, he really was, I deserve better. I shouldn't even be crying over him, the greatest guy was sat in front of me and here I am crying over someone else, I'm an idiot. I pressed my lips against Jack, he immediately kissed back.
"I'm sorry." I whispered as I pulled away. He narrowed his eyebrows.
"You have NOTHING to be sorry about." He said kissing me again and again. I began to giggle at him which caused him to pause and stare at me.
"What is it?" I ask confused at why he stopped,
"I just like you so much." He beamed a massive smile on his face, I opened my mouth to reply but he cut me off.
"I think I'm going to go shower before bed..." He started, peering over at the time, "You could always join?" He winked flirtatiously causing me to laugh,
"Go." I said smiling at him. As he left the room I just sat there. I felt tears beginning to form again so I decided to slowly make my way towards Jacks room. I climbed into his bed and just laid there. Soon Jack came and joined me, I felt him lean over to see if I was awake but I didn't open my eyes, I just needed the day to end. Jack wrapped his arms around me and kissed my cheek before resting his head on the pillow behind me. He soon fell asleep but me; I couldn't sleep, I knew as soon as I closed my eyes I'd see him.
Why did I have to feel like this.
A/N: HIII ITS BEEN SO LONG BUT HERE IS PART 10!!!
So basically if you've been getting notifications about me updating other parts I've been basically correcting some stuff/adding some things so I do advise you to go back to part one and read through this again :)
How was this chapter? I know it's short but I felt like I needed to give you guys something!
HOW IS EVERYONE? WHAT HAS EVERYONE BEEN UP TO?? I have mocks in two weeks and feel like I'm gonna fail everything.
I also want to take a second to apologize for making you guys wait so long for an update, I've been struggling with mental health for a while now and it all just caught up and I needed a minute but I'm back, with inspo too!! Things still aren't 100% but I'm getting better, I hope everyone is well, don't forget you are loved and my comments, dms, etc are always open, my Insta is @multi_rashidi so please feel free to message me whenever.
OMG ST4!!! I LOVE IT AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR VOL 2! I'm not gonna put any spoilers butttt the Byler content YES. Feel free to comment your opinions of it and your theories for Vol 2, and I'll see you there aha!
Can we take a minute to appreciate Millie's blonde hair aswell, power move. She looks stunning.
Also Harry Styles' new album!!! OMG. What's your favourite song off of it? Mines Matilda.
OMG WHO HAS WATCHED HEARTSTOPPER UGH MY HEART I LOVED IT AND LOVE HOW IT FOLLOWS THE BOOKS BUT SEASON 2 IS GONNA HURT.
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