Paralyze |Bakugou Katsuki x Male!Reader|

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What did I do?!

Why?! Why did I have to kiss Katsuki last night?!

He's gonna hate me now, and he won't talk to me, everyone was gonna be talking about the 'disgusting gay' in the hero course, I'm gonna get expelled, my family would dishonour me and I'll live on the streets for years, and I will die by a headshot because of-.

"(M/n)!" A loud yell woke me up from my panicking, and just now realized I was staring blankly at my breakfast. I blinked and looked up.

Izuku was sitting in front of me, and Todoroki sat by his side.

"Is there something wrong, (L/n)?" Todoroki asked me and I just sighed, hiding my face in my hands.

"I've made a mistake, guys..." I whispered to them, and I felt a weight on my shoulders.

"Bakugou wants to talk to you, (M/n)." It was Eijiro mumbling against my ear.

The mere mention of his name made me shiver and curl up in myself. My head shook on its own. I wasn't ready to face him just yet, not after that kiss.

"If you don't go, he's going to come and get you, you know that, so just go now." He pulled me, trying to get me to stand. I knew what he said was real, so I just sighed and got up. "He's in his room."

I nodded keeping my head down and I turned around to walk to the elevator. On my way to the fourth floor, I couldn't stop thinking of what to say. The outcomes that I imagined were pretty bad, lots of them involved Bakugou hating me for the rest of our lives.

When the elevator stopped, I hopped off and slowly walked towards Katsuki's room. I took a deep breath and knocked on his door.

"It's open!" The sound of his voice made me tremble and I was about to turn around and bail, but the thought of him later looking for me to talk made me stop.

I had to talk to him one way or another, sooner rather than later.

I grabbed the doorknob and pushed it down, opening the door. I didn't look at him at all, I just closed the door behind me and rested on it while felt my body extremely sweaty. He also wasn't saying anything.

God, this is awkward... and it's all my fault, damn it (M/n) why did you have to kiss him?! I wanna jump out the window or bury my head in the ground.

"So?" He said making me flinch and grip my t-shirt. "Are you gonna explain yourself about yesterday?"

My body wasn't responding and my brain seemed to have stopped working, making the situation even worse.

"(M/n), I'm waiting." I bit hard on my bottom lip as I thought of something to say.

"It..." my voice was trembling so I cleared my throat, "It was a mistake, sorry... for kissing you, it didn't..." I stopped, the next words I was going to say were the ones that hurt me the most, "It didn't mean anything, I'm sorry Bakugou."

The silence that followed made me anxious, so I looked up at him.

Bakugou was staring at me with a weird expression. He seemed relieved but also... sad?

He scoffed after some time and turned around, walking to his bathroom. "I'm expecting my breakfast done by the time I'm out." He closed the door without another word.

I was just staring blankly at the closed wooden door, my mind somewhere else. Until I heard the shower water go off. That snapped me out of my thoughts and I turned around to leave.

It wasn't right of me to say that, that wasn't what I thought at all! I just... panicked, and I couldn't confess to him. But, there's a good side to this; Now I know that Bakugou doesn't like me at all.

Yeah, that wasn't good at all, at least for me.

A heavy, defeated sigh got out past my lips. What did I just do?

//////

"I think I said it yesterday, but now, class 1-A would focus on getting their provisional licences," everybody said in unison 'Yeah!', making me chuckle a bit at their synchrony. After that, Aizawa explained some more and said something about how only 50% percent of heroes-in-training get their licence each year. "That's why, today you'll have to think of at least..." the classroom door opened, revealing Ectoplasm, Midnight and Cementoss, "Two special moves."

While everyone was excited once more, Ectoplasm sensei and I made eye contact, I was happy to see my former teacher, so I nodded to him as a greeting and he did the same.

After the three pro-heroes explained to us what we were doing, Aizawa told us to go change into our costumes.

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Now we were all fighting against Ectoplasm's clone. I would talk to him at times, even if it was just a clone, seeing as he used to be my homeroom teacher.

"Have you talked with Shinso yet?" Hearing Hitoshi's name made me stop the special move I was trying to make.

Hitoshi... it's been way too long. I haven't even bothered sending him more texts since last time. And I think my sigh was enough of an answer for him.

"I've seen him talking a lot with Eraser Head lately, maybe you can talk with him." I nodded and tried to concentrate again on what I wanted to do, but that well-known yell echoed.

"I need another, this one died!" I looked up at where Bakugou was and I snickered at his antics.

So cute.

A hard kick to my gut made me fall back and hit my back forcefully into the ground.

"Ugh, why did you do that, sensei?" I groan in pain as I get up.

"You shouldn't get distracted in a fight, a villain would've simply killed you, (L/n)." He stood straight and stared at me. "Concentrate."

I huffed and went back to practice my special moves.

Keep a Plus Ultra mentality, eh?

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"I'm gonna die," I plopped straight down to Bakugou's bed, he scoffed and tried to push me off his bed. I just groaned and held the headboard so he wouldn't drag me to the floor.

"Get the fuck off my fucking bed, fucker!" I chuckled and sat up. Bakugou just growled and sat on his bed beside me, taking his phone out.

"That's the most amount of 'fuck's and variables I've ever heard you say in a single sentence, I'm impressed Bakugou." I saw him flinch slightly but he huffed soon after it, got up and walked to his couch.

"Come here, imma beat your ass this time." The TV screen loaded with Mario Kart in it, and I laughed, lazily getting up and sitting on the floor, next to his legs.

Usually, I would sit beside him or in between his legs, but seeing how things were a bit awkward between us, I decided to take my distance and try to fall out of love.

"What are you doing? Come on." Bakugou moved behind me and trapped me with his legs on each side of me.

But that seemed almost impossible to do.