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Katsuki and I hopped off of the elevator and we walked together in silence to his room.

He pushed his door open and dragged me in, pushing me onto his bed. The door was closed and as I was sitting down, Katsuki was suddenly sitting on my lap.

"You're going to tell me everything before I blast your beautiful face off." The compliment to my face went over my head as I stared at his angry expression, scared shitless.

I slowly raised my hand, making a military salute, "Yes, sir."

His face instantly relaxed and he leaned into my body, pressing his forehead on my shoulder.

"Start whenever you want."

For a few minutes, I spent it breathing slowly, trying to relax myself and thinking about where to start with everything that had happened these past days.

"I went to Sir Nighteye's agency for my internship after the Sports Festival, that's why it was easy for me to get an internship this time too." He hummed and I looked down at his hands playing with my uniform, unbuttoning my blazer slowly. "During the first day of patrol, we encounter the leader of the Shie Hassaikai, Chisaki Kai."

By now, I wasn't sure if I should be telling him all of this, but I already started.

There's no going back, eh?

"This little girl, Eri, was under his care, but he used her for her quirk and made... bullets with it." Katsuki took off my blazer, caressing my chest and arms.

"Bullets?" I hummed as he was now doing the same to my uniform shirt.

"Bullets that disables quirks. But..." I breathed in, "It seemed like he had completed the bullet. It erases quirks."

"You didn't get hit, did you?"

I sighed out and swallowed, "I did-."

"Activate it." He interrupted me, lifting his hand and holding my face with his hands.

I did, but without actually using it, Katsuki just had to see my eyes change and as soon as he did, his body relaxed. And like that, I explained to him everything else that had happened.

"The doctors told me to rest for a few days, not exceed my muscles and not to yell or talk too much because my vocal cords had minor injuries." And that got Katsuki curious again.

"What did you do to your vocal cords?"

And I remember the overwhelming feeling I experimented at that time. With Sir's impaled image fresh in my memory, "In the heat of the fight, I didn't let Chisaki talk again by stopping his vocal cords and... I screamed. An expansive wave went to him and I just wanted... to kill him." I looked up into his eyes, "It's that bad, Katsuki? Doesn't that make me unable to become a hero?"

He just chuckled, running his fingers through my hair.

"If that was the case, I shouldn't be here, idiot." He leaned in, and for the first time today, I felt his lips pressed against mine.

Today... I missed this calming sensation whenever I was with Katsuki.

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I stayed a bit more with Katsuki in his room until he told me he had to sleep early because he had training for the provisional licence, so with a good night kiss, I walked out and into my room to change.

Sighing as I dressed myself in comfortable clothes, I walked out and went to the common room, looking for that tea Yaomomo was going to make for us.

And the other four were here too.

The silence was kind of uncomfortable, but I sat down with them, and soon a teacup was placed in front of me.

I looked up at Yaomomo, "Thank you, Yaoyorozu." She smiled at me and walked with the rest. Before I could pick up my teacup to drink, a chocolate cake was now right in front of our faces.

"Eat something guys, you must be hungry," and our tummies rumbled in unison, making everyone laugh and us to chuckle sheepishly, taking each one a piece of cake.

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I got out of the bathroom drying my hair with my towel, feeling all my muscles relaxed but still tired. My entire body hurt and I had to wrap bandages around my left arm because even if it was healed by Recovery Girl, I had to take care of it for a while.

And earlier as I was washing my teeth, I noticed two vertical lines on my throat, they were light pink, barely visible and it looked as if somebody had scratched me. When I touched them it felt like it was a scar, it looked kinda cool, because they weren't straight lines, more like how lighting looks. And when I was taking the bandages off to shower, I noticed some scars there too. They were tiny and barely visible. But for now, I just dried my hair as much as I could before I turned off my light and got in my bed.

I turned to stare at the wall, breathing slowly and trying to sleep, but I couldn't. Whenever I closed my eyes, Sir appeared in my mind, startling me.

But I tried.

Until at some point in the night, my bedroom door was being opened very slowly. A shiver of fright ran down my spine, making my body feel cold.

Do I believe in ghosts? Yes, no, maybe so?

My bed dipped down as a body sat on it and by now my heartbeat was going like a machine gun.

"You got me worried, idiot."

The soothing voice of Katsuki made my body instantly relax.

I got scared because of my boyfriend. But, in my defense, I wasn't looking so I just assumed something else. I didn't move at all, Katsuki thought I was asleep, and he usually never says his feelings face to face, so if he wanted to tell me something that normally couldn't, I would let him.

"When I saw the news... and saw how everyone looked... saw you like that..." he laid behind me and wrapped his arm around my waist, gripping the front of my t-shirt. "I wanted to go visit you at the hospital, but the fucking classes didn't let me."

He stayed silent for a while, and I thought he had fallen asleep, but his face buried into my back.

"This morning I couldn't even say goodbye to you..." his grip on my shirt was shaking, and I heard quiet sobs coming from him, "If you would... would have... I don't know what I would've..." Katsuki was crying by now, his voice cracking. "I love you, (M/n)... so much, so... don't ever leave me."

He cried quietly into my back, and I just had to turn around. When he looked up his eyes went wide as he stared up at me, those red eyes of his were glossy and Katsuki immediately sat up and looked away, drying his tears with his hands.

My hands touched his waist from behind, still lying down. Katsuki looked at me from over his shoulder, "Th-this isn't what I look like, huh!" I smiled lovingly at him and sat up too.

My right arm wrapped around his waist to pull him close to me and my left hand cupped his cheek, wiping away the tears that kept streaming down his face.

"I love you too, Katsuki... and I'll never leave you. Never." His face colored red and he tried to look away again, but I held his face in place and got closer to him.

"Uhm~," I kissed him, staring into his eyes, they got teary again and his cheeks got darker.

My tongue caressed his bottom lip and he let out a tiny moan, closing his eyes and opening his mouth. I closed my eyes too, enjoying our time together. We kissed for a few minutes, and I backed away when Katsuki's palms were pressing on my chest and holding tightly my t-shirt.

His eyes were still glossy, but it was for a completely different reason now. I smirked and pecked his nose, holding his hips and laying down on my bed, getting him on top of me.

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