P.S. I still love you

Chapter Twenty One

Noel's POV

"I don't know what to do," I say through my tears.

"You'll be fine. Just give Zayn some time," Liam comments giving me a reassuring smile.

"I'm so scared lili," I say.

"I know, but I'll be here for you," he says.

Dani had left because she has dance rehearsals. She left me with Liam.

"I'm so sorry for dumping everything on you," I say to him with an apologetic look.

It's around 9pm and we have to be up early for that stupid interview.

"Maybe we should head to bed," Liam suggests.

"Do I have to go to the stupid interview," I ask.

"Yes," he says matter of factly.

I couldn't walk, so he carried me up to the guest bedroom and laid me down on the bed. Liam stays with me until I fall asleep. I was just about to fall asleep, when there was a pounding on Liam's front door.

"I'll get it," Liam say getting up and walking out.

I hear muffled voices, so I get up and walk downstairs.

"Zayn," I ask completely shocked.

"Noel," Zayn says with a hopeful expression.

"What are you doing here," I ask.

"I need to talk to you," he pleads.

"I'll give you guys privacy," Liam says walking upstairs to his room.

"I'm sorry," Zayn starts breaking the awkward silence.

"Zayn are you gonna leave me," I ask bluntly.

"Of course not. How could I do that," he inquires.

"Because before I left you completely ignored me and wouldn't even look at me," I say.

"Noel... I love you and we're gonna have a baby," he says smiling.

I start to smile, "we're gonna have a baby," I say kissing him.

"We're gonna be parents," he says kissing me again.

"Would you mind sleeping at my flat tonight? Please," he begs.

"Fine. I'm gonna let Liam know I'm leaving," I say walking upstairs.

"Hey Li. I'm gonna go sleep at Zayn's. I'll see you tomorrow. Love you," I say.

"Ok. I'll see you tomorrow babe. Love you too," he says.

I walk back downstairs and we walk outside to Zayn's car.

"Are you hungry," Zayn questions.

"Yea," I reply.

"I'm gonna stop at the grocery and grab some stuff," he informs me.

"Ok," I answered.

Zayn drives to the nearest grocery. He runs in and comes back 10 minutes later.

"Sorry, I took so long," he says apologetically.

"No problem," I say giving him a smile.

I still can't wrap my mind around the thought of me being a mother. I just hope I'm nothing like my mother. I'm gonna do everything and anything for my baby, no matter what.

Zayn's voice interrupts my thoughts, "we're here."

Zayn grabs the groceries, while I walk inside.