The Last Chance Book 2

Chapter 41

When NuNew and Nat enter the dining hall everyone immediately turns to look at them. More specifically him. And if he's honest it makes him feel a bit nervous. He knows that everyone here knows everything about his past.
Trying to ignore the stares he walks towards his table. However he gets stopped by Emi. " NuNew, I wanted to give you this. I-I made you this small book where a lot of people from school came and wrote things in it for you " she stutters. He smiles before taking it, briefly scanning through the book. He turns to look back at Emi before saying " Thank you Emi. And don't be so worried about talking to me please. I don't have any negative feelings towards you. You actually tried to help by showing me and telling me about the video of the first attack. Which I'm grateful for " he says gently trying to reassure her.
" I'm glad that you appreciated it. It's the least I could do so that you won't find out a worse way " she says before turning around and quickly leaving. Him and Nat then walk towards their table and sit down. " What was that all about " Zee asked sounding a little possessive before grabbing the book. Which causes him to laugh. " It's nothing bad. She and a bunch of other students wrote me things. So stop being possessive " he says before lightly shoving him.
" Can you blame him. Emi has been rude to you in the past " James says. He shakes his head before saying " I don't blame her or have any negative feelings for her. She learned her lesson and it's all in the past. Besides she helped me by showing me that the first attacks video was released to the public ".
He sees Net point towards his food, gesturing for him to eat it. " How'd you sleep last night NuNew? Any nightmares " Jimmy asked him. So he just smiled before saying " I didn't have any last night. Which I'm glad about ". He then takes a bite of food before Nat says " NuNew said he had an embarrassing childhood memory for a dream " in a teasing voice. Which causes him to cough as he tries to eat. Zee quickly hands him a cup of water before lightly laughing.
His face turns a bright shade of red so he turns to look at Nat, slightly glaring at him. " I didn't do nothing. Or did you have a different dream and that's why you are so
embarrassed " Nat continues. Clearly trying to embarrass him. " Nat I swear if you don't shut your mouth right now. Don't forget what you told me not to long ago " he says threatening him.
He turns back to his food before Zee places his hand on his thigh. Lightly rubbing circles on it. He glances at Zee to see him smirking. Clearly knowing what's happening between him and Nat. " Tell is about this memory " Tommy said. " No, it's embarrassing. Why would I tell you guys " he said as he turns to look at Tommy. Who just laughs.
" I missed this. Being able to tease and joke around while sitting down at our table in the dining hall " Max said. He smiles before quietly saying " I did to ". Everyone else is smiling as well. " Do you guys remember how upset NuNew got when Net asked if he liked Zee because of how he acted " Jimmy said. " Please don't remind me. That was so dumb and embarrassing " he says laughing. " What about when Nat and me got together because he finally admitted to me that he liked me after saying that NuNew likes Zee " Max says. " I panicked ok " Nat said. " I was so scared that P'Max was going to tell Hia that I liked him " he says with a small laugh. " Zee actually like you for a while. I've never seen Zee act how he does with you. I think you changed him. Made him softer " Max says which causes everyone to laugh.
" I'd believe that. I mean compared to how he was the first time I met him and now " he says with a smile. " I don't get why you thought I was so intimidating " Zee said. " You literally didn't talk to me. That day before my panic attack in the bathroom you only told everyone to stop staring at me. That was it " he said laughing.
" I'm glad that NuNew joined our
group " Nat said making him smile. " I'm glad I joined this group as well. Although a lot of bad things have happened. There's so many good things that have happened " he says. " Like getting a boyfriend " Nat said.
He quickly turns to look and Nat before saying " Don't forget that I am the reason you and P'Max are together. Without you revealing I liked Hia you wouldn't have confessed " he says. Making everyone laugh but him and Nat. " It's a tie then " Nat says before turning back to his food.
The rest of dinner they were all talking about happy memories they have together. The entire time Zee keeps his hand on his thigh. Every so often Zee would gently squeeze his thigh if there's a memory of them both. Each time it would leave him with butterflies in his stomach.
Zee and him are the last to leave the table. Nat decided to stay at Max's dorm for the night so Zee asked him to stay at his dorm and who is he to refuse. So they walk back up towards Zee's room. The entire time they walk towards the dorm room, Zee keeps his arm wrapped around his waist. And he can't help but blush. He feels flustered by the constant touch.
It's not that he doesn't like it. It's just that Zee has never done this with him. He hasn't let go of him since the start of dinner. That thought makes him realize that he's not stopped touching him since they talked about his dream. Which makes him start to blush. Was it because Zee had figured out his dream. Oh god it'd be to embarrassing if he finds out. He thinks to himself.
" You're blushing again " Zee whispers quietly as they enter the room. " Am I " he asked laughing nervously as he walks over to the bed and sits down on it. Zee stands near the door, watching him. " I'm really curious as to what dream you had. Especially since it's effecting you this much " Zee said in a low voice.
He bites his lip nervously. Please don't find out. He thinks to himself. " I mean I think I already know. But I would like a confirmation from you about it " Zee says with a smirk as he slowly walks over to him. " Shit " he says quietly before quickly covering his mouth. " Oh " Zee says with a laugh when he stands right in front of him.
He can feel his heart beating fast. " Did you perhaps have a dream of me and you that involved us kissing " Zee asked in a low voice as he pushes him down on the bed, hovering over him. " I-I don't know " he stutters quickly. Only making Zee laugh. " It's your dream and it effects you so much yet you don't know " Zee asked in a knowing tone of voice.
         He looks away before quietly saying " It does ". He's slowly giving info Zee and he hates it. " Tell me more " Zee whispers into his ear. Making him shiver. " Y-you helped me forget " he quickly said in an almost inaudible voice. " Did it work " Zee asked in a low voice. " Y-yes but
then ". He pauses realizing he's about to tell Zee what happened. " Don't be shy " Zee whispers before he kisses his jaw, making him let out a gasp.
         " I-it's embarrassing " he stutters quietly as his face turns bright red. " Don't be embarrassed by a dream baby " Zee says before giving another kiss to his jaw. He quickly grabs ahold of Zee's arms. " Y-you stopped and went to change. I-I wanted more ". Zee gently grabs his chin and makes him face him. " Then " Zee says.
         " I-I went up to you and I kissed you. Y-you held yourself back because you knew I didn't like hickeys " he stutters quietly. " Tell me the rest baby " Zee said in a low voice as he grabs on to his waist. " I-I said I just wanted you to help me forget. I told you I don't care if you give me a hickey just make sure it's in a not noticeable place. Y-you said you can't do that because anywhere you could give a hickey could be visible so I " he pauses. Embarrassed by what he did in his dream. " So you what. Tell me baby " Zee said. Pushing him to tell him everything. " I-I said I could fix that and you asked me how and I might have taken off my shirt and then we made
out " he stutters quickly.
         His face turns a dark shade of red. Completely embarrassed. He sees Zee smirk before he says " What a wonderful dream. I'm a little jealous I didn't get to experience that. I would have loved to " in a low voice. " Y-you can but. I-I mean if you want to " he stutters quickly.
         He'd be lying if he said that he didn't want to experience it outside of a dream. However that doesn't change the fact that he's incredibly flustered at the moment. Zee has never acted like this with him. And he's never been this way with Zee as well. He knows this is taking a big step in their relationship.
         " I'd love to but not unless you want to as well baby. Do you " Zee said in a low whisper as he gently rubs circles into his hip. " Y-yes " he says quietly. Zee then immediately starts to kiss him. And it doesn't start of slow. It starts of quick, showing just how much Zee desired him.
When he kissed Zee back he hears him groan. Making him feel feverish. Is he making Zee feel just as feverish as well. God he hopes so because he wants Zee to know he desires him as well. So he pulls Zee closer as he wraps his arms around his neck. Trying to get their bodies as close as possible.
Zee bites down on his lower lip, sucking it and asking for entrance so he opens his mouth. Zee's tongue immediately invaded his mouth as if he's exploring it for the first time. Driving him crazy. Zee's hand goes underneath his shirt. Softly rubbing his waist. Leaving a trail of warmth wherever he touches.
When Zee pulls away from him he starts to kiss from his lips before kissing all the way down to his collarbones before stopping. " Are you sure you are ok with this " Zee asked him in a husky voice. So he nods his head.
He bites his lip as he watches Zee take off his shirt. When Zee is finished he pulls him to sit up. They stare into each other's eyes. " raise your arms " Zee says in a low voice so he listens. Zee then takes off his shirt, making his heart start to beat crazily.
Once his shirt is off, Zee pushes him down towards the bed again before he starts to kiss him again. The kiss is just as passionate. Maybe even more. All he can manage to think right now is the way Zee is kissing him.
This time when Zee pulls away he starts to kiss down his neck again. Only this time he kissed farther down his chest. The feeling drives him crazy. Never has he felt this good.
When Zee bites down lightly before sucking on his lower chest, a small moan escapes his mouth. Embarrassed he quickly covers his mouth with his hand. However Zee moves up towards his face before slowly moving his hand. " Don't cover your mouth " Zee says. His voice laced with desire.
Zee sits up, straddling him. He watches as Zee's eyes travel from his face and then down towards his bare chest and stomach. He squirms a little bit under his gaze as he starts to feel a little insecure because of all his scars and burns. Zee must of noticed this because he says " You're incredibly beautiful baby " before he leans down again. This time Zee kisses each and every scar and burn on his chest.
Pulling away Zee says " I'll add some bruises to make you look even more
beautiful " Zee says before he starts giving him hickeys all over his chest. He is unable to think straight by the feeling that Zee if giving him. When Zee pulls away he whines. Not wanting it to end.
" Baby I'm afraid I have to stop or I won't be able to control myself " Zee says in a husky voice. " w-why. I don't want you to stop " he said. Still not over the feelings that Zee was making him feel. " Because I can feel myself wanting you more than this and I don't think you are ready for that " Zee said in a low voice. Clearly holding himself back.
Hearing Zee say that makes him come back to his senses. What Zee is saying would be a huge step in the relationship. Is he really ready to take that step. He thinks. However he quickly and easily comes to a decision.
" H-Hia, I love you. You make me happy. You make me feel good. Feel loved and worthy of love. I-if you want to take that step in our relationship then I want to as well " he says quietly as he cups Zee's face with his hands.
" Are you 100% sure about this baby " Zee asked him. He smiles before saying " Yes I am baobei ". Zee smiles at the new nickname he's given him, " I love you " Zee says. " I love you to Hia " he says before Zee leans down and starts to kiss him again.

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I'm not comfortable or good at writing smut so this is as much as y'all with get