Blind Date // A.I (completed)

thirty-one

< Monday 11, 2019 >

{ Hannah }

Today's our first full day at Disney. Cason is so excited that he was up at the buttcrack of dawn, jumping on Ashton and me so that we'd wake up too. After convincing him to lay back down for an hour, we were all finally up and getting ready to head out to Magic Kingdom.

Once we were all ready, we headed out the door. I carried Cason down to the bus while Ashton had the stroller and backpack. I tried to take something from him, but he refused.

We got to the bus stop just in time to catch the bus that had just pulled up. We got on and luckily had a seat. Ashton sat on the end and held the stroller.

Once we arrived at Magic Kingdom, we got Cason in the stroller and headed through security and into the park. As soon as we walked in and could see the castle, Ashton's mouth dropped,

"I've never been here before" he told me, "This is amazing"

I smiled and kissed his cheek as we headed down Main Street. Before we headed to Tomorrowland, we stopped in front of the castle and had someone take a picture of all three of us,

"This is def going to be my screensaver" Ashton spoke, sending the picture from my phone to his,

"I love it" I smiled, "Now onto Tomorrowland"

The first ride we got to was the Buzz Lightyear ride. We parked the stroller and got Cason out and got in line. It was about a 45 minute wait so I'm not sure how Cason will do, especially since his knee is still sensitive,

"Dis so fun!" Cason beamed, "Daddy you 'cited?"

"I'm so excited dude" Ashton grinned and squeezed my hand he was holding, "Are you gonna be on my team or Mommy's team?"

"Mommy's" he giggled and leaned onto my legs,

"Aww man" Ashton pouted,

"It s'ok Daddy. I still wove you" Cason smiled. Ashton was just grinning. This whole vacation, Cason's called him dad and nothing else and I know Ashton loves it,

"I love you too buddy" Ashton grinned, letting go of me and picking Cason up.

We soon made it to the front and got on. Cason sat on my lap and I helped him grab the blaster. Ashton was smack talking me jokingly, telling us he was going to win,

"Me and Mommy gonna beat you Daddy" Cason giggled,

"We'll see" Ashton smirked and we headed off.

The whole time Cason was just smiling as I helped him shoot the targets,

"Aww man. You and Mommy beat me" Ashton pouted even though he's the one who won,

"Told ya" Cason giggled as we walked out of the ride. I smiled and looked around, spotting Buzz Lightyear taking pictures,

"Look Cas, it's Buzz" I pointed. Cason grinned and tugged on mine and Ashton's hand to get us over there. We of course followed.

He got up to Buzz pretty quickly while Ashton and I stood by the photographer, trying to get his attention so we could take a picture,

"Cas Cas, look at Mommy" Ashton spoke, his hands waving over my head. Cason finally looked and I got the photo.

Once he was done with Buzz, he hopped back in the stroller and we headed off to another section. We rode the Pooh rode, Ariel ride, the race cars, Peter Pan, and Pirates then decided it was time for lunch.

Cason was asleep in the stroller while Ashton and I ate. We can just get him something when he wakes up,

"Thank you for bringing me" Ashton spoke up, "I'm having the best time already"

"Of course babe. I wanted you here with us and I know Cas would too" I smiled,

"I don't get many moments to have a normal family vacation. This has already been the best family vacation" he smiled,

"And it got better because he's calling you dad and only dad" I nodded,

"That too" Ashton blushed a little and looked down, "It's definitely an amazing feeling"

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It had gotten dark and we have rode every rode Cason could go on. Now, we were in a spot and watching fireworks. I held Cason on my hip as Ashton held me from behind, his head rested against mine.

I was tearing up a bit. I always have during Disney firework shows. It's something so special. And in this moment it feels special. I have my son and my boyfriend with me. It feels like we're a family on vacation, enjoying the magic of Disney together.

I tilted my head to look back at Ashton. He smiled and pecked my lips then kissed Cason's head. Cason smiled and kissed my cheek then let his head lay on my shoulder,

"Mommy, dis is awesome" he told me,

"It is" I nodded,

"I wike dis betta den wif Gwandma" he whispered, "I onwy go wif you and Daddy"

"And Daddy and I will always bring you here" I promised and looked at Ashton who was tearing up now. I guess the big emotions that have surfaced on this trip are finally hitting him, and they're definitely hitting me.

Cason has a dad now because of Ashton and Ashton is embracing that role. It really came forward on this trip. Ashton wants to be a dad and he stepped in to be Cason's and he loves it. I couldn't be more grateful for him and the fact that he loves my son like he's his own blood.

As the fireworks came to an end, it sadly meant it was time to go back to the hotel. We quickly exited and made it back to the hotel and easily got Cason in bed before Ashton and I stepped into the bathroom.

We both changed then turned and face each other. I smiled up and him then let my arms go over his shoulders as his went around my waist. I leaned up and kissed his lips, feeling him kiss back instantly,

"I love you" he spoke as he pulled away, "And I love Cason. Thank you for letting me be a part of your family"

"Ash" I smiled softly, my hand finding his cheek, "You've shown not only me, but also Cason, what love is and is like. I couldn't be more grateful"

He smiled and kissed my lips again,

"I'm going to marry you one day and some day, we can grow this little family- give Cason a ton of siblings, and bring them all here. Show them the magic and spoil them a bit. But also at home, show them what love is and should be" Ashton got sappy making me tear up,

"And I can't wait for those days" I nodded, "God, where did you come from Ashton Irwin? I don't deserve you"

"You're wrong baby. I don't deserve you" he whispered,

"I fucking love you"