Royal Love

LVII

Killua's POV

"I cannot believe you!" Alluka says.

"Wait calm down Alluka, he said it wasn't like that. Right Killua?" Kalluto says.

After I mistakenly talked about Gon and I in front of my siblings, I was forced to tell them what was actually going on after we finished the dinner.

"Yes, it wasn't even consensual. It's just Gon doesn't understand that" I say.

"Well Isamu you've been with him haven't you? Tell him the truth!" Alluka says.

"He doesn't want to hear or talk about Killua. Plus, from his perspective Killua's been 'cheating' since Gon went to Korea" Isamu says.

"Which isn't true" I say.

"So what are you gonna do?" Kalluto asks.

"I'm gonna give him space first, and I'm also gonna stop talking about this now because you two definitely weren't suppose to know. And do not talk about this anywhere at anytime, I don't need anyone else finding out" I say.

Alluka sighed. "I guess" she says.

"Hey, they finally cut me loose. What are you guys doing?" Ayaka asks.

"Uh hey" I say startled.

"Hi" Alluka waved.

"Where's everyone else?" Isamu asks.

"I know Illumi's still in the dining room with Tova and Kulana but our parents just seem to be waiting on us" Ayaka says.

I began walking out to avoid any extra conversations, but when I got to the hallway I heard my name called.

"Killua hold on" Ayaka says, stopping me.

I turned around to see Ayaka again. "Are you okay? Not to be rude but you've been a little weird" Ayaka says.

I sighed knowing I'd have to tell her because of how close I was to her. "Come on" I say walking to a different room.

"What?" Ayaka says still not following me.

"Hurry" I say as I walked back over to her and grabbed her arm.

"Ah!" she yelped.

"Shh!"

As soon as we got to the room I shut the door and made sure no one was around.

"What the hell?!" she says.

"Ayaka.." I try to get out.

I suddenly felt a wave of tears coming that soon fell all on my face.

This is so embarrassing.

"Oh no! Killua!" she says hugging me. "What happened?" she asks as she rubbed my back.

"Don't tell anyone okay?" I say.

"Okay.." she says quietly.

"Gon and I broke up. It's all my fault" I say crying even harder.

"What?" Ayaka says.

"You heard me right" I say.

"I thought you guys were so happy though?" she says pulling away.

"We were, but after he left to Korea, my friend got more and more clingy, he'd get himself into situations and then ask me to save him. Turns out he was in love with me and he kissed me out of no where, at a party that was suppose to be for Gon.." I say as I shook my head.

"But that's not your fault right, you told him that right?" Ayaka says.

"I think it is. I should've left the second he confessed, I should've moved faster to avoid the situation, and I should've stopped my lips from moving" I say as I sat on a chair to calm myself down.