I love him but I rather not be..

37: Decision

:Drake's POV:

It's been almost two weeks when i got here in states, and until now there were still a lot of unanswered questions in my mind and most of it are all about Elaine

How is she? Is she still crying everyday because of me? Am i still doing as what was planned?

With Krissa appearing in a wrong time it just makes everything more worse. After what happened with us, i woke up alone leaving a note:

Dear Key,
I know i left you without any statements, but now is not the right time, i've always known that one day there will be a time that we will see each other again, but i guess... i'm still not ready to talk to you, Drake i love you, and it hurts me to see that you love me more than yourself, i just need more time, i missed you, everything, last night i wanted it, i wanted to stay but i can't, please don't look for me anymore...

kris

Great, it just make me more confused, for the longest time, i waited to see her again, i have so many questions, but i gave up and went into this crazy situation and yes it did help me forget and even help me move on. Elaine was there for me, eventhough she had a much more complicated situation than mine.

If i can only go back to time, how i wish i can..

Ring..ring..

Hello

Drake your flight is in two hours a car will be picking you up in 15 minutes, there's no turning back remember that

Yes i know..

I packed the last clothes i needed..

Before i rode the car, i swear i will make things right even if it puts me into more pain atleast i made the right decision.

Elaine i'll be there..

:Daniel's POV:

It's the day, the day where everyone is so busy preparing for the Grand prom tomorrow, kahit ang mga teachers ay busy narin sa mga susuotin nila bukas.

Half day lang kami ngayon sa school for the preparation for the event bukas, syempre kanya kanya ng pamimili ng mga damit ang mga kapawa estudyante ko sa school.

Me, i don't need shopping since Dad send me a tux months ago and hindi ko naman nagamit, yun nalang ang susuotin ko bukas.

I've been looking for Elaine today since sabi ng principal namin we will be having rehearsals for the presentation bukas, since kami ang naging magkapartner wala na kaming choice, there will be a dance no. Kung saan lahat ng mga student organizers ang unang sasayaw at magbubukas ng dance floor.

"Nics, napansin mo ba si Elaine?" Nakita ko si Nics dun sa usual na kubo namin noon, kasama niya yung iba niyang friends.

"Uhmm, nag CR bakit?"

"Hinahanap kasi siya nung choreo namin, siya nalang kasi kulang"

"Ay oo nga pala may practice kayo noh? Hinatayin mo nalang pabalik narin yun"

Umupo nalang din ako sa loob ng kubo waiting for Elaine, si Nics kahit na mas close nya si Elaine, she never avoided kasi she felt bad for me although medyo nainis because of the stupid things i did to Elaine

"Daniel, kamusta na?" Napatingin ako kay Nics.

"Eto hoping that we can be back to normal"

"Nako D..Elaine maybe stiff in the outside di rin yan makakatiis, for almost 4 yrs na pagkakaibigan for sure maayos pa yan" she smiled assuringly

" sana nga nics, kahit na abutin ako ng kung gaano katagal, i just want Elaine and I to be back to normal"

"But D are you still pursuin--g her..i mean-- gusto mo pa siya?" She was stuttering and halatang nahihirapan siyang itanong yung sinabi niya

"Nothing would ever change what i feel for her, kahit na hindi na ganun ang nararamdaman niya for me, i would still try and try, she's the last thing i will be giving up, i don't know nics mahal ko talaga bestfriend mo"

Nagulat na lang si Nics sa sinabi ko but she was looking far away from me, i looked back and saw Elaine there also shocked, mukang narinig niya ata lahat..

She was walking away when i stood up and followed her, maybe she wasn't expecting that i'm going to say those things to her bestfriend.

She stopped sa part ng warehouse where wala masyadog students and looked at me.

"Why do you need to say those things Daniel?"

"Bakit? Bestfriend mo naman si Nics and she was just concern about you?"

" ughh...di mo kailangan ibroadcast ang status natin Daniel, nakakairita na kailangan alam ng lahat kung anung nangyayare saatin, please lang ah.."

"Sorry kung ganun, di ko lang maintindihan kung bakit ayaw mong malaman nila, nahihiya ka ba sa kung anong nangyayare satin?" Di ko na napigilan, naging super sensitive naman ni Elaine ngayon

"Ayoko lang ba-sta it doesn't concern them, so stop sharing like it is something to be shared, Daniel please ayoko muna"

"Sorry.." Yun lang nasabe ko, i never thought it would affect her like that, ganun ba talaga kayong mga babae?

"Tara na, hinahanap na tayo ng Choreo, baka magalit pa si principal saatin" aakma na siyang umalis nung hinawakan ko ang kamy niya, she looked back halatang nagulat siya.

"Thank you Elaine, thank you that you gave me another chance, akala ko you would never do this kind of arrangements"

"Bitiwan mo ko, i did this for the sake na ayokong mapahiya kay principal, so don't be a feeler" mataray niyang sabi, pero di ko mapigilang mapangitin nung nakita kong ngumiti siya bago tumalikod.

"I missed that genuine smile, sana ganyan ka nalang lagi Elaine"

She just smirked at me, pero halatang nagblush siya dun sa sinabi ko, atleast i know i still have that kind of effect on her.

Pinauna ko na siya while i was just following her smiling,

"Tama ang naging desisyon ko, i will never give up Elaine, sure that i won't"

Omay! Haha nakapag UD ulit, sinsipag na ulit at saka gusto ko nga tapusin tagal narin neto noh

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