I love him but I rather not be..

23: Illusion?

:Daniel's POV:

"hey there! want to play?"

seriously this girl is getting into my nerves, kanina pa siya andito sa side ko nagpapacute, i'm here at the bar as usual, minor ako but i guess my looks made me look more older than others..

i smirked at her showing i have no interest, i'm not in the mood, kelan ba akong huling nasa mood? oh yeah!! when Elaine freaking left me! ginawa ko naman ang  lahat! damn! para akong tanga na nagmakaawa sa kanya! oo, hindi ko sa kanya naamin and i've been so selfish telling those things to her, but still i ended up being left!

hindi ko naman sinira ang buhay ko, it's just na hindi ko makita ang rason kung bakit ko pa  kailangan mag pursige, in just one snap i lost everything, i did flirt with tons of girls that i see na attracted sakin but i never slept with them  or something, akala ko nung umpisa mapapansin ako ni Elaine if i do that, nung una oo, pero nung tumagal hindi niya na  talaga ako pinapansin, and worst comes to worst napalitan na ako sa buhay niya, that Drake! anung meron sa kanya na wala saakin? and besides ako naman talaga ang may lamang  dahil ako ang una niyang nakilala at matagal na nakasama!

i drank the last tequila shot  i ordered, i don't drink that much pero parang naging immune na ang katawan ko sa alak..

standing a bit blurry i saw a girl walking towards me, then bigla na lang akong na out of balance,  nasalo niya ako but mabigat ako kaya  alam kong nahirapan siya, i tried na tumayo ulit to  see her face..

"are you okay?"

i inspect her face she looks so familiar, and i know her scent, the reason i became like this, the reason why i was drinking, the reason why i'm broke

Elaine..

but why is she here? andito ba siya para saakin? magkakaayos na ba kami, ako na ba yung mahal niya?

she was wearing a dark red cocktail dress na tube lang, hindi siya nagsusuot ng ganito, i know her she's conservative, at saka hindi siya papayagan dito sa bar on the first place, she helped me to go outside and inupo niya ako sa isang bench

"wag kang aalis jan, i'll just get my car Daniel"

she walked away, tinry ko paring tumayo but tipsy pa rin ako, and everything was still blurred, why is she helping me? and she doesn't know how to drive and si Drake alam niya ba to?

the moment i opened my eyes nasa kama na ako, with only boxers to cover mine, i inspected the room, hindi to akin, so where the hell i was? i looked at the clock, it was already 10 in the morning, it was saturday already,  tinry kong bumangon, oh Gad headache!, sumandal ako sa headboard nung kama  i looked around i saw my clothes na nakapatong sa  table  and beside  me was a glass of water and a note

food's on  the table,  didn't wake you up take care of yourself                   

who  the heck is this,  don't tell me may nangyari saamin, then nagreplay lahat saakin, si Elaine ba talaga ang nakasama ko? did we really?? nono..hindi niya hahayaan yun, hindi siya ganun that's why i fell madly inlove with her until now, na isang taon na  ang lumipas, i rested for a bit, then went to the table, may pancake and bacon, the way it was cook, dalawang tao lang  ang nakakaalam kung pano gawin yun, Elaine and maneth, obviously maneth was out  of the picture dahil i told her i'm not coming home till morning and she  doesn't know where i was going..

i finished everything, then took a bath, iniisip ko parin  if that was really Elaine, if so bakit niya yun gagawin? crap!!! sana nga siya! but paano kung hindi siya? i can't remember anything after nung nasa  labas na ako...