I love him but I rather not be..

26: Untolerable desire pt2

warning contains spg scenes

:Daniel's POV:

i sat on the bench at the back of the pool side, malayo na ito sa mga tao, i hate it, ayoko muna ngayon sa maraming tao.

right now everything is surely messed up, from the unexpected arrival of my parents from this crazy party with crazy business people and lastly

from the confusing night with that unknown girl, hanggang ngayon i'm trying to squeeze out my brain para lang maalala ko ang nangyari.

pero wala talaga, all i remember is that dress and that resemblance to Elaine, i'm sure that it is not Elaine, but some part of me hopes na siya yun, na siya ang nakasama ko buong gabi, i'm not even sure kung may nangyari saamin.

i observed the people inside the house, they were all talking at alam ko business shitness lahat yan, naiintindihan ko naman pero wala talaga ako sa mood, i scoutes every guests who arrives, i was waiting for them, the only reason why am i still here and waiting, Elaine.

mom told me that Elaine's family was our newest partner and they are expected to come so ibig sabihin Elaine will be here because her mom always brings her to business parties.

alam ko na for sure Elaine will be accompanied by Drake, that shit guy, parang pinakinabangan niyang maige yung conflict namin ni Elaine, tapos sila na? what the heck, so ibig sabihin ganun ka easy ma fall si Elaine sa lalaking yun?

for almost 4 years magkakilala kami ni Elaine, pero daig pala talaga ng malandi ang maganda, wala pang isang taon sila na? ayos talaga

then ayan na nga pumasok ng ang mom ni Elaine and as usual puro beso and handshakes lang..

i was waiting for her, bakit wala pa siya, no pupunta siya i'm sure.

gabi na, but there were still no Elaine around, i'm starting to get bored and tensed, hayss, i went inside i need something to kill this boredom..

i went to kitchen to refresh myself, then i saw this girl, maganda, makinis and obviously anak ito ng isang guest pero no match to Elaine.

she looked at me, and by that look alam ko na ang ibg sabihin niya, lumapit ako sa kanya and pulled her sa study room namin, i locked the door, then she initiated the kiss, grabee ang landi nito. i responded lazily pero mukang game na game yung babae.

my kisses went down sa neck niya and she moaned, oh she was totally aroused. then i sat her at the table and slided my hands in her thigh.

she didn't stop kissing me, pero she started to unbutton my polo, which made me stop and left. ayoko ng ganito, girls only see me as what? as for pleasure..nakakainis..

she was left dumb founded..hayss i went ulit sa kitchen para mag drinks, buti nalang may mga wine and alcoholic drinks na nakalabas, i sneaked one shot of vodka, hard one and saka ako kumuha ng champagne, bahala na kung maamoy nila ako..

umupo ulit ako sa pwesto ko kanina and stared at the sky, buti pa ang langit tahimik eh dito? akala mo nasa call center ka.

but it caught my eye, to see na Elaine already arrived and it irritated me more to see na kasama niya nga si Drake.

they went inside and greeted some of the guest, Elaine is really gorgeous at the same time simple, ever since ang fashion style niya simple kaya hindi mahirap saakin na magustuhan siya..

i just sticked my eye on her, napansin ko na nagtago siya bigla to see na nakita niya ang mom ko, maybe hindi niya pa rin sinasabi yung tungkol saamin.

palabas na sila papunta dito when i stand and hid sa may tool room ma malapit sa pool.

naguusap sila and they look serious nakakaasar sarap lapitan at suntukin si Drake.

pero nung makita ko ng hinalikan na ni Drake si Elaine, uminit na ako at muntik muntikan ko na silang masugod but instead i went inside again to get a drink, nakailang shot ako ng vodka, medyo umiikot na ang palagid but i can still think..

tinry ko ulit lumabas to see na nagmamadaling pumasok si Drake sa loob, nag away ba sila? siguro hindi nagustuhan ni Elaine ang ginawa ni Drake, baka nabitin?

nung tumayo na si Elaine baga pa man siya pumasok tinakpan ko na ang bibig niya at hinila siya sa may tool room, ewan ko my body is moving without my brain naiwan ata sa loob..

"shhh...ako to besht shi Daniel"

i cant see her face but i can feel na takot siya dahil nanginginig siya. ayoko na kailangan ko ng tapusin to.

" bakit hindi na lang ako Elaine? bakit siya pa? kulang pa ba ako?"

i was waiting for her to answer pero wala, para akong walang kausap

"i'm asking you Elaine? kulang ba ako? mas okay ba si Drake?"

and now i saw her shocked, i pinned her sa wooden wall by holding her shoulders, tinitignan niya lang ako.

" D..an..i.el please bitawan mo ko nasasaktan ako"

"no!!" that's it!! i kissed her hard and nag start na siya mag pumiglad, useless din because i'm stronger than her, then i went down to her neck hanggang sa collar bone..

"Daniel stop!! please!! no!!"

i continued kissing her i didn't if someone could hear us, eh imposible din because everyone was invited inside for a short talk or something..

i kissed her again and forcefully moved my lips to her, she was trying to avoid it when i bit her lower lip, napanganga siya that's when i slid my tongue inside, nung una she was resisting it pero nung tumagal napagod din siya and she responded, does it mean na okay na sa kanya, i released one of her shoulder so that my hand could roam around, i held her waist nung una tinutulak ako ng kamay niya pero wala din.

then i started to get lower again and held her legs, i felt she was shocked and now she's resisting again, i felt desperate and pulled her dress, nalaglag ito then i felt her shiver and naramdaman ko nalang ang basa niyang pisngi, dun ko nalang narealize ang nagawa ko..no..

i stopped and backed a little bit she was crying, oh my gad..no it was too much, what i did was too much, she pulled her dress up, buti na lang hindi ko nasira.

i tried to get near to her, but she just backed away..

"please... sob.. don't..sob..please..sob.. Daniel.. sob..."

she was still crying nung tumakbo siya and i was stoned in my place, sobrang mali ang ginawa ko!!! bagsakan niyo na ako ng kahit ano...

it was a very bad move, ugh!!! shit!!!

"shit!!!" napaupo na lang ako sa pwesto ko...wala akong magawa, mali!!! i swear hinding hindi na ako mapapatawad ni Elaine and worst comes to worse Elaine disgust and curse me forever to be gone!!

Daniel ang tanga mo!!!bakit ki ba to ginawa, i love her so much pero bakit ganun sa dulo talo parin at bigo parin ako!!

then i suddenly felt a drop of liquid in my palm..and stared at it

i was crying..

mejo mahaba hehe nainspire ako sa mga binabasa ko ngayon, pero wala akong kinopya pramis...sorry ulit sa grammar and vocabulary..i know mejo harah yung scenes and it was just my first time to do such thing kaya please bear with me..

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