I love him but I rather not be..

30: missing him

: Elaine's POV:

Pasukan nanaman at stress nanaman! Maaga akong pumasok because i want to check the progress para sa upcoming ball.

I checked my phone for Drake's txt but for two days wala siyang paramdam saakin, i guess he needs time at saka magkikita naman kami mamaya.

I walk inside our room, to see nics, kumaway siya saakin, i sat beside her and checked again my phone, itxted him.

Ako:
Goodmorning Dickey! Here already at school see you later, muwahh.

For the last two days, txt ako ng txt sakanya pero wlang reply, and si Daniel naman ay wala ring humpay sa pag txt saakin.

What he said was really shocking, to think that he loves me? He asked me for another chance, i don't know if i'm ready to give him another by now..

"Uy friend, okay ka lang? Parang kasing lalim na ng pacific ocean ang iniisip mo"

"Ah eh wala, tinext ko lang si Drake"

"Oo nga bakit nga pala di kayo sabay ngayon? LQ?"

"Hindi, late lang siguro yun nagising, by the way nics, kamusta na ang preparation natin for the upcoming prom"

"Ay buti nabanggit mo yan friend, okay naman pero ang dami kasing madedelay na materials, kinausap ko na nga yung pinag orderan kaso lang--"

Drake asan ka ba? Di ka naman nalalate, ganon ka ba kagalit saakin? Nag aalala na ako..

"Uy Elaine, narinig mo ba ko? Sabi ko, kailangan tayo na ang kumuha ng materials, baka di umabot yung mga designs last 2 weeks na lang oh.."

"Sorry oo nga sige i'll talk to the principal para makahiram tayo ng sasakyan ha"

"Okay, friend bakit parang lutang ka ngayon? Okay k lng ba talaga?"

Okay nga ba talaga ako? Kanina pa ako bothered kasi wala si Drake.

"O..okay lang ako, don't mind me, di kasi ako nagbreakfast"

"Gutom lang pala eh hahah"

Nagstart na ang klase namin and i can't really focus on anything na sinasabi ng teacher namin, chinecheck ko ang phone ko once in a while na nahuli ako ng teacher ko at binigyan ako ng warning..eh kasi naman eh, no reply Drake really?

Break na namin ngayon and until now no Drake, so in short tulala parin ako sa phone ko, siguro kung nagsasalita yung pagkain ko, kanina pa ako minura nito kasi for 1 hour ni hindi ko man lang ginalaw, nics and my oyher friends already noticed na problematic ako pero they know that i don't want to be bothered.

"Uhmm... friend.."

Nagulat ako, kanina pa pala ako tinatawag ni Nics "bakit? Sorry" yun lang ang nasabi ko.

"Ah kasi, kailangan na ng final decision dun sa color motif natin and dun sa gagawin nating arch sa gate"

"Ah ganun ba, ahmm sa color..violet and gold..yung sa arch naman.." shit si Drake ang may say dun, siya ang nagdesign and i can't say anything..ohh Drake please show up i need you, they need you..

"Pwede mamaya nalang yung sa arch, si Drake kasi ang may alam about dun"

"Ah okay so violet and gold? Nice pick friend..ang royal tignan parang tayo lang hahaha"

"Haha" matamlay kong tawa, "shit!" Bigla akong napayuko ng nakita ko si Daniel, it seems he's looking for someone, ako kaya yun? No! Hindi pa ako ready na kausapin siya, yes! I want to give him a chance na maging magkaibigan kami but now is not the right time..