I love him but I rather not be..

18: pride vs. jealousy

: Daniel's POV:

anung meron sa araw na toh? bakit parang sobrang bagal, after that night i've decided to go home, although wala talaga akong tiwala sa Drake na yun i know that Elaine is strong enough if ever.

linggo today, and i have a lot of pending things to do

hindi naman ako ganito noon kay Elaine, she has a lot of guy friends but hindi naman ako naiinis pag kasama niya ang mga toh..

but nung dumating si Drake? everything changed, i've become more protective of her, i get pissed pag magkasama sila, what the heck is this feeling??

ang tanga tanga ko naman din kasi to let her go, hindi ko masabi sa kanya lahat, is she that numb not to feel it? oo i courted Lorris just to make her think that i'm insterested to somebody else, and effective nga kaso nag back fire saakin..

"Dan, hindi ka pa ba bababa? anung oras na"

"i'm not in the mood  maneth, skip muna ako  maya maya na siguro po ako lalabas"

nasa may pinto si maneth staring at me, alam niya na pag wala ako sa mood she doesn't push too much..

" gusto mo ba tawagan ko si Elaine?"

i was quiet for a while, maneth knows na pag wala ako sa mood, Elaine was the only who makes me feel better, but right now i think kahit tawagan siya ni maneth she wouldn't even consider lalo pa't may  away kami ngayon.

this isn't the first big fight i had with her, i remember the time that she was scolded by her mom infront of me, kasalanan ko naman noon, because i insisted na saamin magdinner ai Elaine after doing her project nag  patulong kasi siya, kaso paghatid ko sa kanya sa bahay, nagsurprise vacation ang mom niya, ofcourse galit na galit kasi wala sa bahay si Elaine eh bata pa kami nun,, so  after that she was grounded for a  month, and she told me na okay lang but i think her mom  doesn't like me, after nun, i kept on forcing her na pupunta  ako sa bahay nila para mag explain pero ayaw instead nag away pa kami, just because of that ah, halos 2 weeks din kaming hindi nag pansinan, but i tried to talk to her time to time hanggang sa nagkabati na kami, na yun pala kaya niya ako iniiwasan because her mom told so and maraming bantay sa kanya...

until now wala pa akong nauumpisahan  sa mga assignments ko  and projects ko, everytime kasi  na i try to do it bigla na lang bumabalik sa isip yung issue namin ni Elaine..°_°

kinabukasan

maagang akong pumasok sa school hoping that i  would see Elaine, i was planning the whole night kung paano ako mag sosorry sa kanya, kahit maliit ang chance na mangyari yun because late comer lagi si  Elaine, i still waited and besides maaga naman ako  talagang pumasok..

waiting for her, nakarinig na lang ako ng nagtitiliang girls sa may gate, may artista ba?

"ang gwapo talaga nung transeferee no"

"sobra friend!!! Drake daw ang pangalan  ihhh,,, ang gwapo huhuhu"

"kaso taken na ata eh, sayang naman"

"oo nga may kasama kasing babae sa car ang sweet naman,,kaiinggit!!"

after hearing that,tumakbo ako sa  may gate not knowing how to react, because what i saw was really nerve wracking!!!

Elaine was with Drake in the car, and i think sasakyan ni Drake yun, bakit sila magkasama, anu nanaman toh?

sinundan ko sila hanggang sa maka park yung sasakyan..unang bumaba si Drake na abot  langit ang ngiti akala mo nanalo sa lotto, and  then pinagbuksan  niya ng pinto si Elaine who was also smiling, so now they become bestfriends na rin??paano ako??