I love him but I rather not be..

41: Sorry

:Daniel's POV:

I went straight to the bar and got my usual drink.

Kulang pa ba ang ginawa ko? Bakit parang wala man lang akong naramdaman na nagustuhan ni Elaine ang mga ginawa ko?

After seeing her with somebody else, it hurts me like shit! Akala ko solo ko ma sya for this night, just this night masaya na ako!

Dapat di na lang siya dumating, dapat hinayaan niya na lang ako na kahit ngayon gabi man lang ay makasama si Elaine.

Same bed but it feels just a little but bigger now

Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same

When my friends talk about you all it does is tear me down..

Coz my heart breaks a little when i hear your name.

Right now all i want to do is forget, pero ang hirap at mukang hindi ko na talaga malilimutan. I know all along that it was Drake, the way Elaine reacted when she saw him, she wouldn't cry if it was no one, she wouldn't be that close to him if it wasn't Drake.

All day i had a hard time to make evrything work, and i thought it would work, well akala ko nung umpisa ay okay na pero parang wala rin pagdating sa huli para bang mas nasaktan lang ako lalo.

It all just sounds like oohhhoohh

Uhhmm too young, too dumb to realize

That I should've brought you flowers and held your hand, should've give all my hours when i had the chance

Take you to every party coz all you wanted to do is dance

Now my baby's dancing, but she's dancing with another man..

Everything was starting all over again, the rejection, dissapointment and pain, but this time I feel that maybe i need to move on, maybe she was really not the one for me, maybe she was just...just..someone that will only pass by..

Papatayo na sana ako ng may nakita akong pamilyar na muka sa dulo ng bar table, alam kong galing sya sa school namin pero hindi na gganong malinaw kung sino ito because i wa tipsy already.

Lumapit ako, at Nicole pa iyon ang bestfriend ni Elaine, anong ginagawa niya dito? Hindi ko alam na may ganito pala siyang side.

"Nics?" Napatingin na lamang siya saakin at halatang kakagaling niya lamang sa iyak.

"Nics okay ka lang?" Tanung ko sakanya pero imbes na sumagot siya ay yumapos siya saakin at umiyak.

"Tinry ko naman eh Daniel, tinry ko pero ang hirap! Bakit ba kasi siya pa Daniel? Bakit?!!" Umiiyak siya saakin

"Hindi kita maintindihan Nics, ano bang problema?" Nalilito na ako sakanya

"Ikaw! Ang manhid manhid mo, tama nga si Elaine!! Manhid ka, kung sabagay sa bestfriend mo nga di mo agad napansin, sakin pa kaya na kaibigan mo lang" humihikbi siya at pulang pula na ang mga mata niya.

"I don't get you at all nicole? I'm sorry pero ano ba kasi? Bakit ka umiiyak?"

"Because i fucking like you! Di mo ba ramdam?" Tumawa lamang siya "all this time i was being so supportive to you, ginawa ko lahat para maging okay ka noong wasak na wasak ka, syempre hindi mo alam yun dahil laging si Elaine lang naman ang nasa isip mo, hindi na ako nagtaka noong hinatid kita sa hotel dahil lasing na lasing ka, pero guess what? Elaine parin, yun parin ang nasa mata mo, na stuck ka na!! Nabulag ka pa!" Tumayo siya at nagmamadaling lumabas