I love him but I rather not be..

15: Let it Go

: Daniel’s POV:

They were like the sweetest couple in a movie, I just stood outside staring blankly at them and thinking what did I do wrong? I know I’m just a friend here but I don’t understand why I felt a sudden ache.  Elaine just sees me as her friend and it’s not her fault why I suddenly felt this way, she was the very last thing that I want to lose in my life. I was in the point of giving up on her, why? Because I love her, it’s been so long since I kept it, it started ever since we became so close, and it’s just that at first I don’t understand why I love her, but now I really know why

I decided to go, seeing that Elaine is already calmed down by Drake, nung una ayokong aminin kung bakit ako naiinis kay drake, siguro kasi lalaki ako at natural lang naman samin na itinatago lang lagi ang nararamdaman, nagseselos ako ng sobra, simula nung nakikita ko na magkasama sila, parang pakiramdam ko nawawalan na siya ng oras sakin, na natakot ako na bukas maagaw na siya sakin at makalimutan niya na ko.

Siguro kung mas naging matapang at matatag ako baka naamin ko na sa kaniya ang lahat and siguro masaya na kaming dalawa ngayon. Pero ang tanga tanga ko kasi, ewan ko bas a itinaas taas ng mga grade ko sa school, eh ikinabobo ko naman ko naman sa kanya.

Haysss buhay, minsan talaga akala mo okay ka na, akala mo kumpleto ka na pero minsan malalaman mo lang na hindi ka pa talaga kumpleto kapag may nawala na sayo.

Ang sakit lang na na napalitan na ako sa listahan ni Elaine ng stress ball niya and may nahanap na siyang iba. Sumakay na lang ako ng sasakyan di ko alam kung ano ba dapat yung maramdaman ko, di ko alam kung magagalit ba ako, malulungkot, ewan!!

: Drake’s POV:

Stay with me..

I can’t control myself anymore, I just wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close to me, she’s too hard to be left alone, and we stayed like this for a while seeing that someone was looking at us in the gate, it was Daniel and he seems so guilty and disappointed, is he the reason for this situation? The reason why Elaine was crying all along?

Well he should be leaving right now or I’ll punch his face until he feels how much pain he brought to Elaine. He just don’t understand what it means to make a woman cry, well for me it feels like it’s the end of the world just to see a woman shed a single tear because of men.

I’ll stay with you, just stop with the crying lady thing

She looked at me with a dead stare, and then she smiled a bit which is what I really want to see, I felt relieved the moment she smiled.

That’s what I’m looking for; crying doesn’t look good on you okay?

Bakit may binabagayan ba ang pag-iyak? Pati ba naman don may restriction ako?

Don’t get me wrong Linnie, I was making you stop from crying kasi baka ma-dehydrate ka pa, eh halos naubos mo na ata yung tubig sa katawan mo kakaiyak.

She giggled a little bit knowing na medyo nawawala na yung panget niyang mood

Nang-iinis ka ba talaga? Linnie nanaman? When will you stop calling me that name?

If you’re okay na, well it seems that you’re still not so Linnie will be your name for today.

Oh really Drake? Pwede ka nang umuwi if you want to

Kanina lang you said that I stay, then now you’re gonna tell me to leave? Won’t you even offer me a drink or something? I thought people here in the Philippines are really hospitable