I love him but I rather not be..

22: Changing definitely

:Narrator's POV:

ako muna ah..pag pahingahin muna natin sila grabe no?? ang tindi nung last chapter..

well Elaine was seriously depressed and been quiet all the time, she was going to school then home,after what happened to the party no one has spoken to one another even Drake and her.

Drake spend a while alone and giving space  Elaine, he understands how much it felt to be in that kind of position, Elaine and him are still working on the org but they're not really that in touch.

as for Daniel, many things happened after the party he got seriously drunk and had a street fight with some guys, for weeks he was going to school and been drinking a lot of liquors, he changed, changed for worst, he became rebel, he's not going to class, his grades are crashing down, he even take home different girl everyday and seriously everyone in the school was shocked with what happen.

it was too much for them i guess that it lead them to change, although everybody changes throught time, but as what the bible says "Timing is everything" we change through different reasons but most are because of a bad past..

a year passed for them, they were all in senior year now, Drake, Elaine and nics are at section two and Daniel? well luckily he still passed his junior year with a lot of warnings and he was on section 6.

Drake and Elaine are still together though they are not pretending anymore, Elaine didn't find it hard to like Drake but it took a long time before Elaine opened up again.

Daniel, he was still like him, he maybe still a smart ass but he's still a bad-boy/womanizer, for some reasons he would stop for a while then start the new Daniel, eversince the party he and Elaine never talked or even glanced at each other again.

here it goes sila na, nakakapagod nga lalo na kapag tatlo yung ineexplain mo..hahaha

: Elaine's POV:

"Drake, what's taking you so long?" para siyang babae kung mag ayos ughh ang tagal niya sa c.r.

"wait i'll be there in a minute, promise"

lumabas siya ng c.r. sa wakas wala namang nabago gwapo pa din, huehue nung naging kami seriously which was 6 months ago parang wala lang haha di jokes, by that time i was just hanging by a thread, i almost gave up with myself that time yung feeling na everything just vanished, but Drake was there all the time he never left.

he was with me during my weakest hanggang sa unti unti na akong naka move on and i fell for him, hindi dahil malaki yung utang na loob ko sa kanya or this is my thanks to him, i fell in love with him because, he was caring, understanding and everything, hindi ma describe ang feeling ko sa kanya..

he was like my own safe haven, he was like my own brand of sleeping pills, when i'm with him everything seems to be okay, no worries and doubts..

"huy...bakit tulala ka jan?? iniisip mo nanaman ako noh"

"sigr na lang dickey, hey have you already decide kung paano yung magiging design natin for the upcoming senior's ball?"

"since you mentioned that, wala pa nga rin eh kasi naman and SC natin ang galing mag isip ng theme"

Drake really looked pissed pano ba naman kasi yung student council namin ang weird ng napiling theme "victorian era" nag research naman kami but napaka common ng mga lumalabas..haysss di bale 2 months pa naman..

nasa org room kami ngayon, a lot of things changed, except for me na president pa rin si Drake ang naging vice which is gusto rin ng mga members and si nics ayun secretary as ever, si nics after that day hindi ko siya nakakausap until mag bakasyon, we talked and understand the situation, she was quiet about sa amin ni Daniel but i know nanghihinayang siya, me yeah i regret too that i lost my bestfriend, but things were so complicated na hindi ko alam kung paano ko aayusin.

i tried to fix it, pero yung makita ko lang siya and how he managed to destroy himself was really hard for me,

he was hitting on everygirl that he finds attractive, nawala siya sa lahat ng org and sa section 1, he became a hard drinker and a guya ready to knock out every man he sees, hayss naawa ako na naiinis ako sa kanya.

i didn't intend to make him that way, but seriously i think i had more right to be depressed than him, he was freaking killing me that day!!

i don't care anymore, bahala siya if he wants to ruin his life wala na akong magagawa dun, he decided for himself, and that day i totally end our friendship.

now and then nagkakasalubong kami, and we would pass each other as if we were strangers to each other, yung talino niya andun pa rin but he was too damn lazy in everything, the teachers were getting crazy para lang kausapin siya ng paulit ulit, pero wala ganun parin siya..

right now i could say i'm almost over him, yeah almost because at times naalala ko pa rin siya and i would feel really bad, but i had to accept it right?

"ang lalim talaga ng iniisip ng linnie ko, i'm here hindi mo na ako kailangan isipin pa"

nagulat na lang ako when someone hugged me from my back, eto ang gusto ko sa kanya  para syang psychic he knows when i'm distracted and thinking of somethings..

"ang corny mo dickey, gusto mo lang akong yapusin eh"

"you got that right hahaha, i love sniffing your hair, ang bango talaga, hey it's almost 7 uwi na tayo baka hinahanap ka na ni mom"

yung mom na sinasabi ni Drake that's my mom, yes legal na legal na kami, ewan ko ba push na push ni mom si drake, and sometimes mom would invite him sa parties to accompany me, hayss

"sige wait lang i'm almost finished here, mag ayos ka na and bitiwan mo naman ako hindi ako mawawala noh"

"5 mins Elaine, let me just hugged you more"

umikot ako paharap sa kanya, he's exhausted, pano ba naman matalino pala talaga toh, ewan ko nga bakit hindi pa siya naging section 1 siguro gusto niya magkasama kami.

"hey what's wrong?" i cupped his face, halatang haggard. he smelled my hand, ughh ang PDA much

"nothing, i just want to hold you, i still can't believe that everything now is true, no more fake or pretending"

"yeah so wag mo kong iiwan ah" i smiled and he look straightly to me with his brown eyes..

"never for the world, i love you Elaine"

it took me seconds to internalize it..he really does loves me that much

"i love you too."

he gave me a quick peck on the lips and hugged me tight

"hey stop that baka mag karecord pa tayo pag nahuli tayo ng guard"

he released, but he pouted...ughhh so cute!!!

"stop doing that dickey!!!hindi bagay!!"

he just smiled, nagligpit na kami ng gamit then umuwi na kami, lagi na kaming sabay umuwi ni Drake ever since na naging kami, Drake may he sometimes overprotective when it comes to me but i don't see it disturbing, si mom? wow minsan iniisip ko siya yung may gusto kay Drake hayss pero alam mo yung feeling na parang magkakilala sila hayss..hayaan mo na pagod lang toh..

nakakahiya ang grammar ko shet..hahaha pero naisipan ko ng mag ud kasi naman kabitin na eh..so comment?

Jhamy03