You didn't want to admit it to yourself but things with Luke weren't going well lately and you knew that if you didn't talk with him about all the things popping up on social media about him and Bianca hanging out all the time you were going to exasperate yourself into total oblivion.
Luke hadn't been coming home until late at night and when he did come home he usually showered, then ended up going right to bed; claiming that he was tired and had a long day at the studio. While you can take that excuse every once in awhile it got old very fast when it became a daily thing. You knew the boys studio schedule and you knew that he wasn't writing everyday. You hoped that Luke wouldn't be lying to you but you never know..
You had been on twitter for just a couple minutes when your mentions soon flooded with tweets. They were all picture links with things like "have you seen this?!" and "Isn't that ashtons ex Bianca" you didn't want to click on the picture, you had seen plenty of them hanging out recently but with every tweet you were tagged in your curiosity hit its peak. You clicked on the picture. You didn't want to believe it at first, it couldn't be Luke. But if you zoomed in slightly you could see the angle of his jaw and his large hand resting on Bianca's cheek. Their lips were connected and to say the least, your heart instantly was in anguish, you were an emotional misery in a matter of seconds.
Hot tears fell down your from your eyes in a constant stream, but you could still make out the details of the picture crystal clear. Luke cheated on you. The only guy you had ever loved, cheated on you. You tried to come up with an excuse for his actions, but it was pathetic, you needed to hear Luke's reasoning. It was clear that she didn't just surprisingly kiss him. His hand was very clearly placed on her face in a way that isn't trying to push her off, but bring her in. Your stomach started to churn the more you looked at it. Deciding to just wait to figure all of this out until Luke got home you decided to busy yourself to distract all the bad speculations swirling around in your head.
the hours passed slowly and with every passing minute a new thought would pop into your head about how you weren't good enough for Luke anymore or how maybe you should just leave before he gets home so he wont have to deal with your pathetic ass. You decided that leaving would be best. He obviously didn't want you around anymore so you should just leave.
You went to the bedroom and grabbed the biggest duffle bag you could find. It definitely wasn't going to hold all of your things but you didn't need them all anyways. You grabbed a good amount of shirts, a couple sweaters, bras, underwear, jeans, leggings. You walked into the bathroom to grab your toothbrush, hairbrush, makeup, deodorant, all the necessities. By the time you made it back into the bedroom you had tears rolling down your face again, the thought of Luke cheating and you leaving tearing you apart. You slipped on your shoes, zipped up the duffle and made your way back out into the living room. You were just grabbing your phone from the couch when the opening of the front door stopped the sobs from leaving your mouth.
"Y/N what are you doing?" Luke asked as he saw you frozen in the living room. "Baby why do you have a bag packed?" Luke's voice held concern and confusion as you felt him slowly move towards your back. Before he could get any closer your brain finally caught up and you were able to turn around and face him.
"Explain this." You handed Luke your phone which had the picture up of him and Bianca.
His features quickly turned from those of confusion to utter regret, but that wasn't good enough you were absolutely furious.
"You cheated on me." You seethed.
"Y/N-" Luke tried but you cut him off, rage filling you to the brim.
"I cant fucking believe you cheated on me! How long has this been going on? Have you slept with her? Jesus Christ is that why you have been getting home so late and the reason as to why you are always so tired?" You were pretty much thinking out loud but as you processed everything all of your doubts and insecurities about yourself seemed to cut off the rage in you."I get it Luke. Shes all the things i cant be and shes better than i am. I don't blame you. I will leave, I'm sorry." You apologized before looking back up to see a very pissed off Luke standing in front of you.
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5SOS imagines and preferences
Fanfictionhey guys so i decided to make a 5sos imagines and preferences book to make all you 5sos lovers happy...well thats what i intend to do haha sooo enjoy beautiful people :)
